Being happies is my hobby

2007-03-26T22:01:00.000+08:00

been a long time since i blogged.
ytd was my birthday.
its been a great bdae, marking my 17th.

i am 16, going on 17...

the transition from 16 to 17 is quite subtle. unlike 12 to 13 where to become a teenager,
or, who could forget, 15 to 16. the unlocking of pool, nc-16, and many other things.
although the change is really little, it is the first and perhaps only birthday that i got to celebrate with the ex 07s401 so it is a birthday that i will cherish.

today, i celebrated it with my class. the ex 07S401. of cos, not everyone was there but the point that they actually went all the way to tm to buy a cake was quite shocking.
cherlia wanted to buy a present then philip say having a cake is already a luxury as compared to vs. so sad. i could have had a present. dam you philip! haha. actually, ok la. no diff. the fact that they went to celebrate it was indeed good enough.

after, played cards in the library and got caught. kena confiscated. then went to another place to play all the way to dont know what time.
hui wen was so into the games that although she had some meeting, she keep saying, "one last game! nevermind one. last game."
then as we were playing, got the wushu people practicing behind us. they practice with balloon swords. hahaha so lame. then some of them exploded. wat a joke.

then, yani and hui wen needed to attend the meeting. strangely, cherlia did not have to. i think she just wanted to go home. she bought some food then we went home together. had a nice chat.

the days of ex 07S401 is really disappearing. although i try to make sure i do not forget.
but seriously, my current class cannot beat the ex07s401. the people, the bonds...

we definitely must have another gathering. Definitely...

2007-02-26T00:05:00.000+08:00

today sian la.
why sian?
cos of the activities lined up ahead.
although now im still at home, haven go school yet, im already looking forward to coming back home as quick as i can.
thats like the pinacle of sian-ness, the perfection of sianology.

oh well.
now i just slacking a while, enjoy the aircon.
then i go play ffx-2 until i sian then i go sleep.

SIAN

2007-02-21T01:22:00.000+08:00

so, hows it been for the last few days?
happy chinese new year!
i had a great time. collected a lot of hong paos and hopped from house to house to enjoy all the tidbits and steamboats.

bought a new dvd player since my old one spoiled. cost $599 plust $89 for 2 yr more warranty. can also record show onto a hrad drive. 160GB hard drive and also have USB port so i can actually play my mp3 songs on it. very nice.

just finished watching fearless(huo yuan jia). nice show. nice fighting scenes.
watched another vcd called DOA. same as before, nice fighting scenes. pretty actresses too. lol. really liked 2 characters :

Christie Allen played by Holly Valance
Ayane played by Natassia Malthe ( I love her purple hair!).

today, although it was the last day, there were people who visited my house.
the first one was sarah, my cuz. she came although she has an exam on friday i think. how sweet. anyway, my family went to ikea for lunch and to buy a shelf. then her family also went to ikea for lunch. so they came to my house. seeing her smile when we watched the movies (Underworld and Kung Pow) just made me feel at ease.

the next person who came was pei qi and her family. pei qi, pei xuan and parents came over just for the sake of eating prawn noodles. i know. it sounds kinda lame. ok it is. they came to my house and started to cook prawn noodles. then, we ate and had a long chat. of cos, i was mainly staring at her and eating to be really listening but i did lend my ears and gave a bit into the convo. then after that, they left lor.

these few days have been ~~rather~~ very enjoyable. i will never forget this few days. sadly, i have to go to school 2mr. oh well. great things dont last forever. i just wonder, when will the next truely enjoyable time be?

:(

2007-02-09T23:16:00.000+08:00

haiz...

today i got back my o level results. one word to describe.

disappointing

since i got 14 points for my prelims, and hearing that the prelims are supposedly harder, and that you would be able to get a better l1r5 for the actual o levels, i was aiming for 12 and below.
but in the end, i got a crappy 14 again.

of cos, im glad that i did not get above my prelims so im happy.
but the problem is that i did not improve. at all.
i have a friend that originally got 20 and in the end got 14.
i have another friend that originally got 18 and in the end got a freaking 11.
whereas i got a miserable 14.
dont get me wrong, of cos im glad that they did well but it kinda sux when everyone around you gets a better or good l1r5 and all u got was a miserable 14.

of cos, it wasnt all sunny for my other friends too.

i have one friend who got 19 and another who got 16.
although i do feel sad for them, there is a little part of me that actually feels good.
this is the bastard part of human beings.
no matter how you deny it, humans will always find another counterpart that has a life worse off than themselves and will feel glad, knowing that there is someone out there that sucks more.

i really hope that someone out there will prove me wrong but sadly, there hasnt been anyone. including me.
most of me will feel in a morally correct way but there will always be a part of me that jumps for joy when the knowledge of a worse off someone reaches me.
sometimes, i despise myself for feeling that way but its in my blood, its in our blood, its in our nature.
i have really nothing else to say but blame it on my incompetent self.
although i can feel the sense of consolation that people are giving me, i can only say that i have failed to meet the expectations.

whether it is because i did not prepare well or that i am just not smart enough, it is all over.
as one of my friends said, it is time to turn the page in our lives.
the pen is in your hand. wirte out your destiny.
i admit that this is a big obstacle for me to climb over, for me to overcome. but i will not give up.
never i tell you.
for everything is in God's hands. for better or for worse, i have to and will follow.
lets just see what i have installed for me.

no matter what you got for the O levels, i wish you all the best for the upcoming years ahead.
peace.

2007-01-18T21:47:00.000+08:00

today my body ache.
haiz.
somemore 2mr got PE. sian!
dun know where i can summon the energy required.

today, i got my first assignment.
GP essay! so sian.
better go do the stupid research now.
haiz

2007-01-16T23:35:00.000+08:00

just woke up. can u believe it?
came back at 6 plus, bathed and then i went to lie down on my bed and u can guess the rest.
this blog post wont be that fluent cos i will be blogging watever comes to mind.

today, i had my first pe lesson.
sian la.
run around the track 3 times and must be under 7 min.
i did easily. heng sia. not as unfit as i thought.
but in the end, when it came to the pull ups, i couldnt do even one.
that sucked.
oh well.

played soccer with some mats today.
as usual, mats dam pro. dun know why.
the score was 2 : 2 when it started to rain and we stopped.
played a bit after the rain.
now dam tired. must rest my weary legs.

been raining so much, the temp has dropped a lot.
i actually felt cold in singapore!
my goodness. wat is this world coming to.

today, had some interesting lessons.
chinese i have a good teacher.
engaging yet not questioning and demanding. very cool, relaxed teach.
made the lesson quite fun. played a few games without even touching the text.
kudos to him.

econs suck. dam boring. somemore my teacher sucks.
so strict and sianz.
look at her face then dun want to listen liao.

found out i went to the wrong lecture hall for maths.
but not only me. the whole cg also.
they say go last time lecture hall then dun know why we must change.
i like my current maths teacher. i have no wish of changing. dam.

tats about it. i'll blog again if i want to.

2007-01-08T21:20:00.000+08:00

today was interesting.
had my first lecture.
H2 maths. the teachers so fierce one. sia la!
then had H1 geog. nice teacher but scary subject.

then took bus 3.
wanted to take it to pasir ris west mall to eat lunch. set of at 240pm.
realised that bus 3 doesnt go to that place.
saw the place looks familiar.
realised it was ikea.
missed that stop.
went to TPE and ended up at punggol bus interchange.
took bus 34 from there.
went to changi airport.
took sky train. new one. first time i take.
went to staff canteen.
found out satay was sold out.
bought gado gado and fish and chips and a can of coke.
ate at around 5.
since we were there, might as well walk around.
took a few pictures of the control tower and around the place.
found out VJC was having their orientation or something there.
saw a huge group of them at the viewing mall at level 2.
took mrt back home.

what an adventure!
no wonder i feel quite tired now.
lol
but i think i will do it again if i have the chance.
seriously.
it seems i just love outings.

2007-01-07T00:31:00.000+08:00

today was cool.
got meself a new phone and a new sound system!

my new sound system which cost $59 is the Evo 5 from Sonic Gear.
got the sleek black one. very nice.
but cannot on too loud if not will annoy the neighbours. but the sound quality bloody good! comapred to the Evo 7, this was a better buy as it was cheaper by around $10 and the only main diff is the mic portal. lame.

my new phone is the Sony Erricson K610im or K610i. carbon black.
my first 3G phone.
only 2 mega pix cam only though. quite blur if u ask me.

all in all, it was an awesome first week of the year.
this year might actually be better than the last one.
with pretty girls and all. hahaha

2007-01-06T00:12:00.000+08:00

just came back from mjc's orientation. 3 days.
today was the campfire and wet games.

wet games first.
didnt get really wet but my shoes got wet though.
worst game was when we had to make a bar of soap disappear by soaping ourselves.
another game was when we had to use our faces to find sweets(with their packets) in a box of flour. flour mixed with water is a bad sign. lucky my sweet was at the surface so my face had no flour. haha.
got sunburn in the end though. darn.

went back home for about an hour then went back at 330 for campfire rehearsals.
campfire started at around 6pm.
my group, phobos, got the 4th but they count wrong and announced us as the last instead.
in the end we found out la.

when we were packing the place and returning the planks used for the stage, we did the VS cheer. a few actually. still in the mjc compund. lol.

after that, we took a lot of photos and my orientation group proceeded to elias mall to dine at macdonalds. weird but that macdonalds was not 24 hours. it closed at 10+, 11.

talked to hui juan today. am starting to expand my social circle.
found how to spell cherlia name too. so shame you know. she can remember my name since day one but i cannot. only on second day then i remember but only on 3rd day then i know how to spell. haiz.

sat with a girl that was quite pretty during the campfire too. didnt get to know her name even though i talked to her. haiz. how can i forget to ask her her name? lol. i even dance with her as her partner for the couple's dance somemore la. wat the heck.

met melvin on the way back home. he was with another guy that i did not know.
talked to both and walked home with the new guy.
he said, "see you on monday!" but i dont even know his name. how to see?
when i was at a traffic junction just outside my house, i met yili(pri sch classmate. same as melvin)
talked to her a bit then went home.
i actually saw her during the orientation but didnt have time to go say hi.
met another pri sch classmate. sufiqah if i remember correctly.
but at least i knew her face.
met her just after the campfire ended.
then without even talking, she said hi and took a picture with me. haha.
then we talked.
another pri schoolmate was in my orientation group.
didnt realise until quite late.
still talked to him in the end though.

i think that should be enough for today. brought home 2 glowsticks. wonder how long will they last. most likely they'll die by 2mr.

will post later. now must go sleep liao. must recharge.

2007-01-01T00:51:00.000+08:00

its been a while since i blogged cos there's like some problem with the blogging system or maybe its just my internet.

im not going to blog about anything long or wateva happened other than a brief summary.

i just watched the fireworks on the tv news. so nice. but my parents dun wanna go so never lor. so sad.

im gonna get a new phone, the 810i sony one i think.
i also gonna get a new sound system. most likely either the Evo 7 or the 5 way suround sound from creative. still deciding.

most importantly, i hope that everybody, friends, relatives, etc. all have a merry and blessed new year ahead.

let 2007 be the best year of your life so far.
its a new start, new beginning.
new school, new friends, new class...
awesome stuff.
lets start the new year with a bang!

~ben~

2006-12-23T00:01:00.000+08:00

time really flies.
i arrived in singapore 2 days ago at night. at around 1030pm.
when i reached home was already 12plus so i no energy.

then ytd, i forgot to blog. haha.
now i'll post about the whole thing. long post alert!

korea was really fun.
Day 1:
went to Jeju island.
flew to gimpo airport then flew straight away to jeju.
so tiring.
went to see the village of da chang jing.
ate our first korean meal there.
korean meals are ok. but after you eat them for a while, you really get dam sian of them.
everytime is kimchi, pickles, rice, seaweed miso soup, etc.
always the same. no variety whatsoever.
rode an ATV(all terrain vehicle). dam fun. cannot forget.

Day 2:
flew from jeju to somewhere. forgot liao. lol.
went to a hot spring bath house.
first time i went around nude in a public place. wat an experience. haha.
there were four lvls.
1st lvl had a wave pool and slides but all closed cos it was winter.
2nd lvl had a nice wade pool. slides, fountains, jaccuzis, monkey swing bars, etc.
3rd lvl was the locker room.
4th lvl was the hot spring one. the water was dam hot la. felt like i was on boiling. the also have a cold bath. bloody cold. like ice like that. i also went to the outdoor spring. open air one. water was boiling and the air was freezing cos it was winter. dam weird.

Day ?:
i fell sick. 0_.
yes.
i did.
dam unlucky
then i had a fever at 230am. took my medicine. and at that exact time, it snowed. coincidence? perhaps.

Day ?:
went to a mountain.
had skiing.
i think im a natural.
fell down only once due to me trying to avoid a girl. she just stood in front of me and never move. lol.
wanted to go up the whole slope but need ticket to take the chair lift so i never go up. too tiring.
ate at burger king. they cut the whopper into half one. very weird.
went to arcade later. never play the karaoke box though. cos all the songs i dun know.
wanted to bowl but too expensive so never.
saw a golf simulator for the first time. must use real ball and real club to hit but is hit the ball into a screen. lol.

Day ?:
went to everland theme park.
it was so big, the cleaners wore skates.
rode the snow thing down the slope.
went to spooky fun house. one of the lamest 'haunted houses' i've ever been to.
went to mystery mansion. nice shooting ghost ride.
went to castle of Oz. nice obstacle course house.
wanted to ride the roller coaster called eagle's fortress but no time.

2nd last Day :
went to lotte world.
nice place.
got inddor and outdoor. outdoor called magic island.
rode Adventures of Sinbad. boat ride thingy.
rode Gyrodrop. quite scary but very fast.
went to haunted house. hell lot better than the ones at everland.
rode the monorail. lol. no choice. children and mum want to ride one.
rode Pharoh's Fury. awesome ride. didnt queue long. even bought a picture from them. me inside of cos.
wanted to ride Atlantis. look bloody cool. but waiting time was 1 to 2 hours so gave up.
i also ate peanut butter squid. sounds disgusting but taste good. seriously.
spent the night at ritz carlton, seoul.
watched the tonight show, the late show with david letterman and the late late show with craig ferguson.
also watched counter strike on the tv as there was some game competition.
watch and eat chips. onion flavour.
first time i ate onion flavour. no bbq left mah.
ok la. taste like sour cream and onion only not as sour.(cream. haha)

last day :
went to athmetyst shop.
went shopping. drank ice chocolate for 2300 won. eledia coffee was the name of the shop i think.
went to shop that sold tid-bits and stuff. i signed my name in marker on the table. haha.
at the airport, we bought photos from a nice lady called lucy. she followed us for the whole trip taking photos for us. cost us $200+ but it was worth it. 33 of 6r or 8r photos.
ate at wendy's for lunch. i had an egg sandwich, premium sandwich and ice lemon tea.

i think thats all la. if i remember, i'll blog again.
now to blog about today. (i warned you it is a long post)
today i went to century square to eat at jack's place for lunch. ordered rib eye.
also ordered the home made jingle bell drink. made of sprite, mango, orange and pineapple.

i found out today that i am going to mjc for the first 3 months.
dam.
oh well. time to sign off. blog later.

2006-12-13T23:56:00.000+08:00

nothing really interesting happened this few days and i dint have the energy to blog la so thats why no posts. haha.

anyway, today, im in a good mood. i think. well, its better than some days im sure.

today, i got a game from my aunt. final fantasy 7.
i know. thats old huh?
but sadly, i dun have it.
i have the movie but i dun have the game.

i also finished the game, final fantasy 4. completed 100% of it. took me quite a while.

i know what you are thinking.
everything final fantasy?
well, yes!
i dun think i have said this before so i'll say it now...

FINAL FANTASY OWNS!!!!!

and i totally mean what i say.

i got myself final fnatasy X2 and i got it to work on my com. yay!

so here's my list of finaly fantasy games that i have right now.

Final Fantasy 1
Final Fantasy 2
Final Fantasy 4
Final Fantasy 7
Final Fantasy 8(not with me now cos i lost the discs but will have it very soon)
Final Fantasy X-2

Thats all. but i'll finish up the list very soon.
fnial fantasy 3 is on the nintendo DS so i can get the ROM easily.
i dun know anything about FF5 or FF6. what console they are one or anything.
final fantasy 9 and final fantasy X will be obtained after i return from my trip. just like FF3.

so i'll have the full set very soon except FF5 and FF6.

WOOT

2006-12-10T23:09:00.000+08:00

here i am. posting almost a week after my last one.
later i going to the airport to send off my grand uncle.
at wat time? 4am! woot
maybe can get some breakfast. haha.

in just 4 days time, i will be flying off to korea.
so fast you know.
then after that, i will be back and before you know it, it's christmas.
after christmas, it will be the new year.
then...

school.
*groan*

oh well.
it was fun while it lasted.

2006-12-04T22:25:00.000+08:00

its monday! haiz. time flies.
neway, onto the recollection of events.

i missed a show on sunday night. mei3 shi2 da4 san1 tong1
i always watch that at 9pm on channel 8 every sunday.
i missed it cos of a reason that i somehow forgot. lol. but i do rmb that i went out. lol.

then now, i am going to finish another anime series.
Ai Yori Aoshi.
i finished this one which had 24 episodes very recently.
awesome romance comedy.
then, i went on to the second season.
Ai Yori Aoshi Enishi.
this season only has 12 episodes and 1 bonus episode.

i have only one episode left and you know, when u finish watching a good anime series, it really saddens your heart to know that there is no more. that is the end.

this has happened to me quite a lot of times but it only happens to me when i watch a good anime series.
chrno crusade and inuyasha just to name a couple.
it seems like Ai Yori Aoshi is another of those.

the anime is really sweet and you should go watch it if you are into anime.
i wonder if Aoi and Kaoru will get married or something.
it's not a really sad ending so far but what saddens me is not the ending, but the knowledge that i cannot watch anymore.
the episode is the last.
unless of cos a 3rd season is produced but seeing that it has not happened for 3 years, it's very unlikely.

oh well. i'll just take it like a man and just watch it finish.
here goes.

2006-12-03T00:32:00.000+08:00

i just came back from a place in CHIJMES.
the restaurant's called Lei Garden.
nice place.
yummy food, nice ambience.

i went there to have dinner with a group of good friends.
we've been good friends since we were super young.
when we were toddlers even.

neway, we ate yummy food there. played a whole lot of card games too. bridge, hearts, poker, even pld maid. haha.
we ate peking duck, shark fin soup(real one. not the fake $4 one bowl kind. can see the shark fin one.), suckling pig, Hairy Crab!, etc.
the hairy crab was dam expensive but very yummy.
full of roe and the meat was very sweet.
very nice.

we had a great time there.
then we took a lot of pictures together.
so now i'm back at home.
we do this every year.
last year, we ate dinner and sang karaoke. quite fun la that one.

after taking a lot of pictures, we went to walk around.
talked a lot too.
had an intellectual discussion with one of my good friends.
talked about how we can bond my cg together and stuff.

now, i'm just at home, getting ready to sleep.
later, i will have to go to church.
will meet the exact friends again. haha.
then can talk about today.

ok. i now going to play FF4 a bit so i will stop writing here.
i had an unforgetable experience today.
awesome time.

will blog again soon.

2006-11-27T00:17:00.000+08:00

just went to sizzler's this afternoon.
delicious.
finally, i can enjoy a buffet without the worrying of running to the restroom. haha.

well, it seems that the holidays are flying past.
in just a blink of an eye, the month of november has already past.
and we're on to the month of december.

and in another blink of an eye, december is going to be over.
time has never flown so quickly for me.
it's like, when u get older, time flies more and more quickly.
oh well. thats just life.

now, im wondering. will i be able to finish all the things i have planned in the month of december?
sadly, i do not think so.
looks like i have to cut down on my plans drastically.
well, at least i had planned so not say i never do anything.

tomorrow, im going to vivocity to watch a movie. yay!
vivocity is very crowded cos its the place where all the people who were originally in orchard road gather.
as they say, vivocity is the new IN place of s'pore.
seems like it to me.
sadly, it is too far away from my house.
i stay in the east so its literally at the other end of the country.
or somewhere along that line.

that aside, i've started to watch an anime called Ai Yori Aoshi.
good anime i must say.
the drawing is very nice. crisp and colourful.
the music fits the anime very well.
and whats not to love about a romance comdey with a hint iof ecchi-ness?
i started watching it cos i catched an episode on the tv.
and i rmb seeing a game on it in popular so most likely i'm gonna buy the game when im done with the first season.

all in all, the main thing is that whatever we want to do or have to do, dun procrastinate.
DO IT NOW!!!
or as jojo says,
its just too little too late
and i really dun wish for me to be singing that when the holidays are over.
so lets enjoy ourselves to the best of our capabilities!

2006-11-24T12:29:00.001+08:00

finally, the holidays has arrived. but for me to fall sick at this time, how umm untimely. at least it wasnt during the o levels.

i kena stomach flu. very bad one. but i feel so much better as compared to yesterday.
i kena fever and a bad case of headaches on tuesday.
tat was the day i went out for a class lunch.
then i played a few games of pool. so bad you know. they force me to play such a pai kia game. lol.
i tot they all know how to play.
in the end only adri and jingyu were pro.
oh well.
then, after that we went to play a few games of daytona before heading home. obviously i went to the doctor after tat la.
i stayed at home and slept the whole of wednesday.
yesterday i went to see the doctor again as i really buay tahan the pain.
excruciating.
stomach flu. one of the worst i ever had.
but lucky i feel better today. although i still think that i shoud stay at home today.

i just hope tat i will quickly get better.
somemore i still went to play table tennis on tuesday and thursday.
crazy sia. haha.

oh well. i think i have slept enough so i will be actually doing things today. but of cos im stil gonna stay at home.

now, lets see. wat to do...

2006-11-24T12:29:00.000+08:00

2006-11-18T00:48:00.000+08:00

finally! the o lvls has officially ended! for me that is. haha.
actually, it ended ytd.
however, i camped over in school for the whole day. i'll keep it short cos i dam tired.

since its against the rules to camp in school, we hid from the uncle who was checking the school.
then, we played com thru the night.

we didnt have dinner cos there wasnt enough time.
so in the morning, we were dam hungry.
so the 3 of us went to macdonalds in siglap shopping centre for breakfast.
i ordered a sausage with hotcakes meal.
so long never eat mac breakfast liao. shiok.
then we met a teacher in mac.
after we eat, we went back to school.
then it started to rain a bit. so we quickly run.

now, i just came back from vivocity.
ate there and stuff.
nice place.
tot of watching movie but fully booked.
maybe ill blog more about this 2mr.
dam tired now since now is the hangover period after u stay awake the whole night.
im sure i'll sleep a lot tonite.

one more thing.
i started to play a game called Unification Wars.
very strategic online game.
the add is uc.gamestotal.com
nice game.
mostly words though so if you are those people who dun like to think and rather kill people like counterstrike, then dun play this. of cos u can try la. since its free.
if you like strategy games like kingsofchaos, then this is the game for you. im quite sure you'll enjoy it.

anyway, im getting really sleepy now.
so im just gonna sleep now.
toodles!

2006-11-14T19:57:00.000+08:00

'Things are there because we wish them to be.'

sounds a bit the chim rite? but after u think a while, it seems logical.
lets take the universe as an example.
once upon a time, to our ancestors, there was no such thing as a universe.
'wat the heck is a universe?' is wat they would most probably say.
ok maybe not but u get the point.

anyway, when the universe had not been discovered yet, to the people, there was no such thing as a universe.
however,
one day, one person looked at the night sky and asked himself or herself, 'what lies beyond our atmosphere?'
'there must be something holding the stars in their place! im sure of it.'
and because of this, people wished for a universe, and the universe was discovered.

so although this may seem weird, it is true tat the world is defined by what we wish to see.

of cos you can go on and argue tat the universe was there to begin with and was there even if we wished for it or not.
to tat, i have this to say.
if we did not wish for the universe, would we have discovered the universe?
if we did not wish to escape from the world and enter a whole new dimension, would the universe have been discovered?
if we did not wish for the universe, the universe would still be unknown to us and to us, there would be no such thing as a universe.

well, tats wat i thought. no need to sue me or anything.
but im sure tat made sense.

anyway, back to reality and its woes.
i just finished my a maths paper 1 today.
all of my friends, well most of them, said that it was friggin easy.
so easy that they even had time to draw pictures.
the crappy part was that i didnt think it was tat easy.
sure it was easier than expected but still not tat easy to me.
haiz.
my life depends on my first 5 subjects.
a maths, physics and chem just exist to pull my aggregate down.
its really depressing but its true.
sadly.

oh well. tomoro, im gonna be sitting for my physics.
today must study like crazy.
then after tat would be chem and a maths paper 2.

then...

PARTY!!!

the day that we have all been waiting for. the 16th of November.
zomg! its only 2 days away!
then im gonna play till i drop. or something not tat serious but along that line.

well, tats all i think. im glad i found time to blog this much. yay!

2006-11-14T01:52:00.000+08:00

this is gonna be a short post cos im playing some game now.
2mr is a maths paper 1.
scary cos i need to do well although i doubt my capabilities.
haiz.
oh well.

2006-11-08T22:54:00.000+08:00

today, i sat for my english paper. both paper 1 and 2.
the passages were easy to comprehend and the questions were rather straight forward.
the summary was only based on 4 paragraphs although there were many points.

the one that i am worried about is tommorrow.
tommorrow, i would be sitting for both my biology and geography elective paper.
my biology paper would come first and my geography paper would quickly follow suite.
both subjects require a massive amount of memorising and i am still struggling now.
it seems that my brain has alrady given up hope as i can no longer remember anything else.
the problem with that is that i have only begun on my biology.
i have not even started on my geography.
this leaves me with only one option.
and that is to study geography after the biology paper.
with only around 2 hours to study my geography paper, i am feeling a sense of despair.
but what can i do?
i am already dead tired and i have not completed studying my biology.
it seems like i have reached my saturation point.
i wonder why 2 different papers were set on the same day.
since there is so much time, why don't they seperate the papers?
won't that make it a hell lot easier of everyone of us?
and perhaps even leading us to scoring better grades?
however, that is not the case.
the evil people who thought of the time-table have placed not one but numerous papers on the same day.
this poses a huge problem for me as you can see.
it is already difficult to study one subject a day.
studying 2 different subjects on one day is close to impossible.
it is 99% impossible.
still, the only thing i can do now is to bet on that 1% and pray for a miracle.

the biology and geography paper better be simple. or i'm as good as dead.

2006-11-07T18:22:00.000+08:00

i'm wondering if i should blog everyday during the O levels. since it is a once in a life-time opportunity. maybe i should. maybe i will. since the most a post will take me is 5 minutes. i think i can spare that.

yesterday, i sat for my e math paper 1 and social studies paper.
e maths was trickier than expected.
for social studies, i was very fortunate that 2 out of the 3 essay questions were topics that i spent a lot of time studying on.
they were Merger and seperation and Northern Ireland.
however, it is not certain on how well or badly i would do for the exams so i would just have to wait and see.

tommorrow, i would be sitting for my english papers. i hope that it is easy so i can concentrate on my biology and geography(elective) papers that will be sat for on thursday.

i found out that the anime : The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya aka Suzumiya Haruhi no Yuuutsu(3 Us together. not 2.) was based on a novel rather than the manga.
it is the norm that the manga should appear first before the anime is produced.
however, this was not the case.
it seems that the novel came out first.
then, the anime was spawned.
the anime follows totally to the novel.
a manga was produced but it was scrapped since it did not follow the novel nor the anime.
it fell into dark history since the fan base was close to zero. dark history is when something is done so bad until noone wants to even recognise its exsistence.
i'm sure you must be thinking, 'it can't be That bad?'
well, sadly, it was.
anyway, a second manga was created and this one was a success.
the first volume came out this april and is still going on until today.

well, if i had to rate the 3 components, i would have to say,

Manga - (9/10) since i have only read the first chapter so far.

Novel - (?/10) as i have not started reading it yet.

Anime - (100/10) ... fine. 10/10. i think it is worth much more but since 10 is the highest, i have no choice but to compromise.
the anime was definitely a masterpiece.
i enjoyed it totally and you should definitely try it someday. heck, make it today. haha

however, before you embark on this journey of great discovery, i have 2 things to warn you about.

1. Do not be alarmed when u watch the first episode. The episodes are all jumbled up.
I suggest that you go to wikipedia first to check out the episode order before you start watching the show.
that will allow you choose which order you would want to watch and also prepare yourself.

2. Be aware that once you watch the anime, read the novel or even read the manga, you have a very high chance of changing religion.
haha. just joking. i'm sure you'll stick with your original one.
however, there is a high possibility that you would become a follower of Haruhiism.

yes. Haruhi-ism. Become a Haruhi-ist just like me. i have willing changed to become a follower of Haruhiism although i am still a Christian. no worries.
i bet you are wondering, 'what in the world is Haruhiism?'
let me enlighten you.

Haruhiism is 'The worship and obsessive nature of a religion based on the experiences and teachings of Haruhi Suzumiya.' The 4 prophets are Kyon, Yuki, Mikuru and Itsuki.

got it?
i have a feeling you must be asking, 'what is so great about this teachings and blah blah blah?'
well, Haruhi Suzumiya is a person that believes in the things that we are unable to believe in.
things such as aliens, espers, etc.
although this can be labeled as the lack of common sense, it is the spirit that everyone is so attracted to.

tonikaku, just go watch it and everything will be revealed to you.
right now, im listening to the radio drama of Suzumiya Haruhi no Yuuustu.
it's really great to listen to Asahina Mikuru(aka Yuko Goto) talk. the other 2 also la of course.

Well, lastly, normal people don't interest me. If anyone here is an alien, a time-traveler, a slider, or an esper, then come find me. That is all.

2006-11-04T01:48:00.000+08:00

today was a slack day for me. hardly studied. oh dear.

i watched the last 2 episodes of inukami. a very addictive anime i must say.
although it was without subs, i still could understand. im glad i know at least a bit of jap. heng sia.

i watched and finished The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya.
this anime is not for those who hardly watch anime.
i repeat.
not for the non-regular anime watchers.
seriously.

the reason is mainly due to the weird order of the episodes.
if u follow the episode numbering tat was shown in japan, then u'll be horribly mixed up.
the only way for a normal person to understand the story and appreciate it is when u view it in chronogical order.

i bet you must be like wtf?
well, simply, go wiki it.
tat was exactly how i felt when i went to watch the anime.
the first episode i watched happened to be episode 11 which was totally lame.
i had no link to wat was happening and as i watched, i got more and more lost.
lucky i viewed it in chronogical order in the end.

one thing that disappointed me was the ending.
the ending was super boring and excruciating to go thru.
the worst part was the part where the viewer had to watch a full 5 minutes of Yuki reading a book and listening to a lesson tat was happening next door(or radio perhaps).
wateva it was, it bored me like hell.
it was so boring until i actually had to fast forward it. and when i fast forward an anime, tat really is a problem since im a person tat will watch a show all the way thru once i started it. no matter how lame or boring it is.

but of cos, i still enjoyed the anime a lot.
especially the character called Mikuru. she is super kawaii. omg.

anyway, despite the lame order of episodes, it was definitely a worthwhile anime to watch. just like inukami. =)

2006-11-02T00:11:00.000+08:00

today i woke up at 130 in the afternoon.
tats like super late la.
i wanted to wake up at 930 in the morning but after i off the clock then i never wake up liao. haiz.
so i wasted so much time.
could be spent studying, playing com, so many tihngs u can do in 4 hours.

now, i must study all my sciences la, my humanities la, practice my maths la, so many things to do.
although it is rumoured tat the o lvls are easy, i found tat to be bull.
the practicals so hard, how u expect me to believe tat?

tat aside, i have started watching a bit of anime again. and also started to read manga.
i just read a volume of trigun. volume 2.
and i finished the series of Lilium Kiss. another nice manga tat i was glad to have read.
then i watched Otome wa boku ni koishiteru. a nice anime but sadly, there's only 2 episodes to this date. so have to wait lor.
this reminds me of Mar Heaven. tat one was nice but i wait so long for the fansubs till i give up liao.
then i also watched Inukami.
a lame anime with plenty of ecchi comedy. haha.
quite nice.

all in all, the chinese and chem was quite easy but the rest was not.
this means tat this time,the o lvls are not easy at all.
so must study study study. although that is so against my nature.
i didnt even study for prelims.
haiz. just have to mian3 qiang2 lor.
no choice.

then can play later. yay.

2006-11-01T01:26:00.000+08:00

hmm. ytd's chem practical was simpler than expected.
but tat means the written paper will be much much harder. haiz.
which means physics and bio papers will be easy... i hope.

nowadays really stress.
start to feel the pressure already as the o level written papers loom ahead.
so in order for me to keep sane, i have to do a few things for recreation purposes.
such as play games.

i also started watching an anime called Otome wa Boku ni Koishiteru.
this anime started very recently so the number of episodes tat are released are a whopping 2 episodes.

time flew past quickly and before i knew it, i had finished watching both episodes.
and it made me start to crave for more.

its a really light hearted comedy where this boy is forced to go and study in an all girls school cos tat was written in his grandfather's will.
so he had to dress up as a girl and study there. lol.

of cos, this story line has been used over and over again where a guy dresses up as a girl(like in the manga Pretty Face)
but this anime has a really nice feel to it.
surprisingly refreshing.
nice to watch and laugh out loud.and it doesnt hurt that the girls are extremely pretty. haha.

well, im gonna sleep now and resume my studying later. since i never study today.
Dam You O Levels!

2006-10-31T00:28:00.000+08:00

later this morning will be my chem practical. the worst subject tat i take.
i just hope tat i can manage and do well in the end.
nope i just preparing t osleep. then can dream of Yoon Eun Hye! YAY!
she's just so pretty and cute. ahhhh.

well, this was meant to be a quick post so i'll go sleep now.
since i need all the concentration i can get. hahaha. LOL.

2006-10-30T00:57:00.000+08:00

in just 5 hours time. im going to wake up
and prepare myself for another O level paper.
i wonder if i'll ever pull thru.

the papers are coming at a stupendously fast pace and in another blink of an eye, it'll be all over.
will i be able to jump on this bullet train?
ive seen some of my friends already done it and i only can wish that i were like them.

or maybe i could do more than just wish?
maybe, i could start my own train?
maybe, just maybe.

the o levels as everyone knows is a very important aspect of our lives.
sad as it may seem, we all crave for the taste of success.
to see wat it is like at the top of the career ladder.
but can i make it?
sometimes, i have the feeling that i cannot.
and tat sucks.

well, later is my chinese and 2mr is going to be my chem practicals.
and i suck at chem.
i dun know why. i just do.

well, i just have to try my best la cos my bio no way of getting an A1 since i screwed up my bio practicals.
haiz.

but im just glad that i have so many good friends around me.
so as one girl said to me, 'gambate(ganbatte)' haha.

2006-10-24T22:19:00.000+08:00

hiaz. only 2 days to another nerve wrecking o levels practical. arrggg.
then in just 2 weeks time, the official written papers will begin. excluding the retest for chinese. which i happened to misplace the reciept. aaaarrrrgggggg!

haiz. perhaps the stress is coming to me.

i got the full vcd set for the princess hours. wat a distraction. my o level practical on thurs somemore. AAAHHHHHHH!!!!

how? die liao. problem.

2006-10-20T17:07:00.000+08:00

now, im bored. nothing to do. dun feel like studying leh. haiz. then o levels soming very fast liao. then i cannot find my chinese o level recipt thingy. how? later they dun let me take the exam. then i will die. haiz.

2006-10-19T23:51:00.000+08:00

princess hours. yay.

ive gotten the OST of goong liaos. yay. tats why u can hear the bg music. i hope.

anyway, it seems like a lot of people around me are falling sick. must be cos of all the mugging. take care guys! and gals of cos. lol.
i think i haven fall sick yet is cos i never mug hard enough. oh dear.

today i pon the ss mock exam. i wonder how many people actually went. confirm jj went to play com again. dota most prob. haha.

now is close to 12am liaos. and sad but true, i didnt study at all today. haiz. at this rate, im gonna really flunk my O levels. CHOI!!!

so it seems like i have to make it up 2mr. study doubly hard. but even if i double wat i studied today, i'll get nothing since 0 times 2 is still 0. lol.

anyways, i have to pia 2mr. and the day after. and the day after tat. and well, u get the point.

haiz. now i listening to the OST of Goong. i didnt know korean stuff could be so addicting. dam. hahaha.

2006-10-18T11:24:00.000+08:00

ooo. my 100th post. lol. seems like i dun blog very often. but at least i still post. lol.

i'm the one holding his left hand. some random guy held his right and our classmate held his legs. another classmate took the video. haha. it was so fun. glad it didnt happen to me though. hahaha!

haiz. my bio practical screwed up la. i test for reducing sugars then wrong. then my readings all wrong also. so my graph wrong. aiya. sure fail one.

now i at home. wondering if i should go for the mock exam 2mr. maybe i wun. dun think a lot will go anyway.

ytd i still stay in school and play com until 7+pm. wa.

my air-con got fixed and i cut my hair. hmmm. wat else.

ummm, now i at home blogging and posting the spastic video. haiz. i miss the graduation day. it was awesome.

and before i forget. I LOVE PRINCESS HOURS!!!
its such a nice show. now i know why people can be so addicted to korean dramas. it seems like i've become another victim of the fine arts. lol.

2006-10-13T23:55:00.000+08:00

today is friday the 13th!!!!!
and is also my graduation day.

i woke up very early today for no reason. then i found out that my aircon leak.
then, i went school. i got picked for the survey(only even numbers index can do) so lucky, i miss maths. haha

then we go class. mdm nabilah gave us report cards, testimonials and chocolates! i got a snickers bar.
then i went IT club room play dota and watch a small part of a movie.
then reuel call me go watch show. i say ok.
then razeen also come along.
but then reuel's dad came. so reuel went to get something.
so razeen tot we went off liao. so he disappeared.
then we tot razeen went off liao. so in the end we also never go. lame.
then i went to play soccer with reuel and wesley.
stupid game. trashed them. and then they dun want to play liao. lol.
so i went up to IT club room to play.
then met razeen outside the room.
scolded him a bit. then we both went in to play dota.
then since jj needed to go rehearsal, he went off. so we cannot stay if not teacher come we all die.
so razeen, lye huat and me sit outside the room(got chairs and table) and chit chat.
after tat, i went to buy drink then we went up to the hall for the ceremony.
boring parts were the prize giving but overall, it was a pleasant time for me at least.
then we did spelling cheers and many more.
i have never been as enthu as today since today graduation day.
then we wait for the souveniers. in the end the whole hall empty. only left my full class.
so i felt lame and went to take one of the flags and start flying it. got my picture taken too. haha.
i got a nice test tube as a class souvenier and a balaclava as a school souvenier together with some lame cd on the hearts project.
by that time was 7+ pm liao.
so we went down for dinner. catered.
the food was nice. not very delicious but very good already(for halal food).
then we take a lot of pictures. yay. i love taking pictures!
then we dump george, daniel, reuel and jun jie into the ecopond! HAHAHA!!!
so now im at home. it sucks. i should have stayed out longer. then eat supper!!!! dam!!!
oh well. party again later.
YAY!!!

2006-10-12T22:39:00.000+08:00

2mr is my graduation day. oh yeah! somemore i got recieve some prizes. lame sia. haha
but the lame thing is that the graduation starts in the afternoon. so tat means...
HAVE CLASS IN THE MORNING!!!!!
crap la.

oh well. alls well will end well. i think tats how it goes.

anyway, my bio pract for O lvl is coming in less than a weeks time. quite nervous liao.
really must pia all the drawings. later will sure die.

ahh. cant wait for 2mr. but dun want this night to end. weird. oh well.

2006-10-10T00:11:00.000+08:00

now is wat time liao. still want to blog. hahaha. wat the heck. lets do it.

2mr is school as usual. but in a few days time, its gonna be my graduation day.
tat makes me both excited and nervous at the same time.
excited cos its gonna be the graduation of my secondary school life.
but quite sad seeing how time flies. i can still remember the last day in the old school campus. that day, it rained and the sec 4s were like doing cheers regardless. lol.
now im getting nervous. cos its only 8 days left before the bio practical for o levels. the most tedious of all 3 sciences. then must study the dumb drawings. SIAN!!!

today, i had a little chat with me principal, together with me friend. we just came down from IT room then so qiao3 we meet him so we chat lor.
tat got me thinking. where in the world can i go with this score? and what courses can i take?
then i realised. my choices are bloody limited. maybe in the end i go arts stream and take up economics on the way. then i can do business. hmmm.

so here i am. sitting in front of me com. and in a few days time. o levels will officially start. in a few weeks time. o levels will end. in 2 months time. i'll be in korea(not north of cos. wouldnt want to get caught in the midst of their testing. haha). in a few months time, i'll be in a jc(i really hope) and in a couple of years time, i'll be in the army.
time really flies. if only we could live longer. life is too short. but as a quote goes, ' wat can be longer than life itself?'
i shall end it as such.

2006-10-06T22:01:00.000+08:00

STUPID HAZE :(

today, the haze was really bad. so bad that im blogging about it now.
i couldnt even see the school la. wa! super thick.
then when i went to buy something, i could hardly breathe. totally breathless.
bloody idiots. burn burn burn.

so irritated now. grrrrr

2006-10-06T00:44:00.000+08:00

dum dee dum.

doo bee doo

dum dee dum.

2006-10-04T22:55:00.000+08:00

this is gonna be a short post since i dun feel like posting but i still wanna post...

ok. so 2mr is prelims moderation. dam nervous. in a good way. cause im worried on how much marks and grades i can better so its all positive. haha.

i also put up a dam sang but cute music player. yay.

tats all. short hor?

2006-10-03T21:22:00.000+08:00

wa so long never blog liao. lets start then.
well, happy children's day! umm, yah.

on sun, i went for breakfast with my friend la. then hor, we walking back to church kena paint leh.
the idiot painter painting never put sign. then paint at 2nd story somemore.
so we walking. then feel got something drip on us.
then realise its paint. sianz.
i hope my shirt can clean man. but i was worse off then my friend la. she only kena 1, 2 drops. i kena a lot. haiz.

now after prelims, sianz. must go back to studying liaoz. stupid o level. start in 14 days time. gay la. i really hope i'm prepared. if not i kena like this time the prelim get 17 points, screwed liao.

haiz. too sian to even blog. maybe i blog again next time. toodles. haha

2006-09-25T23:45:00.000+08:00

wow. the past few days have been awesome.
so many things to do. tings that i couldnt do during prelims and will not be able to do during O levels.
although O levels is like 4 weeks away, i have to enjoy myself now cos i will have to force myself to study like siao. even more siao than prelims.
ytd, i stayed back to have some kinda in prompt to tuition with a few friends.
it turned out great la.
i tutored someone but i wonder if she did well for her today test.
if she do crappily, then i'm screwed la. haiz. the pressure also not only on the student you know. haiz.
but still, i'm seriously willing to stay back every sunday for that tuition.
it was a hell lot of fun and i actually studied.
so if given the chance, i think i'll do it again.
well, these few days are really hardcore playing.
play like im so deprived like tat.lol.
oh well. oh ya. last thing. it seems like we have a new s'pore idol.

its hady mirza. he won that jonathan leong guy.
so its true la.
the s'pore idol is repetive.
the winner is a malay who has a good vocal range, the second is a chinese rocker and the 3rd is a girl who will have a contract with a slimming agency.
hahahahahaha!!!

but seriously. tats wat happened la and it seems like its happening again.
well, we'll just have to see.

ok. enough said. time to go back to my awesome array of games.

2006-09-23T00:30:00.000+08:00

U-FOOOOOOOO!!!

prelims are officially over. now, i have a few days to relax and play before the crazy studying continues.

i really wonder wat would the Os be like. quite intrigued really.
i had a peak into the post exam activities that im gonna have.
its madness! one subject at least 2 hours straight! continuous 2 hours of a single subject! and somemore, it drags on to around 3 plus although they do give us a pathetic 40 min lunch break.

wat a crappy post exam time table i have installed. aarrgggggg!

well, 2mr i going out to enjoy myself. umm, tats all i think. yay?

2006-09-22T00:27:00.000+08:00

well, well ,well. wat do we have here? one more day to the end of prelims. yay?

the problem is that the paper is A maths. something that im not good at. well, today was chem so really, nothing to say there.

also, the end of prelims mark the starting of O levels. the ultimate boss in any rpg. the boss that deals you incredible damage that causes you to curse and swear. its either kill or be killed.

also, im actually wishing that the korea trip does not arrive so fast. tats cos when i go for my trip to korea, it would mean that O levesl has ended. when i reach back to s'pore, it would be christmas. 1 full year would have passed. and its the jc life from then on(i really hope so). i dun think im mentally prepared to leave my secondary school life. i already miss forget my primary school life.

the year that you have your 16th b'day is as life changing as your 12th b'day. perhaps even more impactful.

i cant believe that in less than 2 years time, i would be in ns. slogging my guts out. wishing i wasnt even born. although everyone keeps saying that time is precious, time flies, etc. you dun noe how true that is. already in a blink of an eye, im already en route to my 17th b'dae. what does my future have installed for me? i wouldnt noe since i dun even noe wat course am i gonna take. all i can do is do my best and hope life gives me its best too.

2006-09-20T22:44:00.000+08:00

This day, I have a few matters at hand that I would like to discuss. I wonder where I should tread first. I think, I should face this logically and start the ball rolling with the topic of least importance.

When I reached home, I switched on my personal computer and started my msn messenger. Then, I went on to play a few games of my choice. That was when one of my many classmates instant-messaged me to tell me that there was this delightful song that he would like me to hear. So, he typed in the link. I clicked the hypertext and then, I was directed to his blog. Obviously, Iwent to download the song and in the meantime, I went on to browse through his blog. It was at that exact moment that found out that he, being my classmate, posted in his blog every single day. Then, I wondered aloud to myself. Where in the world did he find the time and energy to blog every day of the week? Well, he is part of some forum nonsense so it would not be surprising that he would go posting away everyday. After reading through a few of his posts, I had this thought floating in my mind. If he could post in clear and lucid english, why couldn't I? So, I had to try it. That is why the posting of yours truly is in well-structure and fluent english that is pleasant to your very eyes.

ah dam. i give up. waste too much time. no wonder hardly anyone does it. back to the topics then. so i download the song. tats all.

the next thing was tat i finished watching school rumble the 1st and 2nd series. dam funny anime. lameness in every episode. now still going on though. yay! but now must stop. only 2 days left anyway.

prelims ending in only 2 days. now is the time that you look back and gauge how you have done... hahaha! as if. maybe only a little.

now must concentrate on chemistry. a bloody hard subjuect. dun noe y i suck so much at it. problem sia. the after tat is a maths. crap la.

finally, i recieved some ns pamphlet today. just proves that im getting old. haiz.
i also must get silver/gold for napfa. can a not? dun noe leh. haiz. problem sia. now already struggling with bronze. haiz.

but all that will worry later la. if there is a later of cos. haha. choi!

well, time for me to go. lates liao. also the song dun noe y i try to put the player up cannot leh. will try after exams. then got time to slowly look at the problem. so no song dun cry hor. lol!

2006-09-18T23:55:00.000+08:00

now got some time so i'll just blog a short one.
just did geog paper today. quite easy la. not too bad.
2mr is e maths.
looking at the paper 1, i hope that the difficulty of paper 2 is not tat hard.
if not die.
k. tats all.
short hor?

2006-09-17T22:23:00.000+08:00

ah. its been quite some time since i last blogged.
so far, quite busy with things.
like studying, trying to find time to relax and also getting someone and her family to go on holiday to korea with me. =)

that aside, i just tot about wat my prelims score will be.
after taking the papers, i think i can roughly gauge my L1r5. (not taking into consideration that my eng teach say i fail english. O_0)

eng - 3
mt - 3
a math - 6
e math - 2
G/SS - 4
bio - 5
physics - 6 or even 7
chem - ... most likely 6 or 7

so my L1r5 will be umm, ...

!!!!!!!!!!!23!!!!!!!!!!!!

()_()

T_T

OMG!!!! i am so dead..........

there is no way im gonna get into a jc.
so its wither poly or ite for me......
AAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
my life is ruined.........

how? how? how? how?
haiz. wateva am i gonna do??
now the only thing to do is to just finish this exam.
then i have to concentrate entirely on O levels and hope that i do well for O levels.
If i O levels also get 20+, then im doomed for eternity.
crap.

2006-09-13T22:20:00.000+08:00

today, just came back from physics prelim. the paper was so hard, i had to use chisel to engrave in the answers. not that i had a lot of answers to pu in anyway. haiz.
the paper was really bad. paper 1 was tricky but still doable. but paper 2 killed me completely.

so far, the prelim papers are like so freaking hard. unlike any paper i've done before. its like on a totally new level as compared to the previous papers i've taken.

now, im just waiting for 2mr which will be A Maths. another sub that i have no faith in. if the trend continues, then i might as well dun take the paper since its confirm fail one.

well, i've tried and even crammed like i've never crammed before but still, i doubt its any use.
oh well. lets just hope for the best.

for leisure, ive just finished watching school rumble. a totally lame anime. really lameness. ive only finished season 1 though. cant wait for the time to watch season 2.
another thing that ive been doing would be playing fire emblem : the sacred stones. it seems like im finally going to finish the game. unlike last time where my people no power so give up half way since cannot win.

ok. better stop here. go watch some anime and then time to pia A maths. haiz. hell is waiting for me. i can already feel it.

2006-09-10T21:29:00.000+08:00

today, ytd, the whole week. nothing done at all. haiz. oh well.

today, i went with me family to chan brothers to book a tour to korea(doubt its the north. haha). well, it was really crowded. interesting how people so kiasu. book so early in advance. i confirm am going in mid-dec. the total people going is 12 i think. the prob is that we need more people. then we can go as one full group. not mixed with some retards that we dun even know.
well, it seems that pei qi and family were thinking of going to korea too. so if they confirm, then just nice, we can have a tour guide all to ourselves. hahaha.
i dun know if they confirm or not. just wait and see la.

haiz. dun really feel like blogging a lot. quite a lot of things but too lazy to type out. oh well.
2mr is already the real start of my prelims. although it is dam important, i feel that i have not put in any effort whatsoever. but now a bit too late to realise this liao. haiz. so i just have to make do with the remaining time lor. i just hope that its enough.

sigh. already i'm thinking of playing and the holidays. whats wrong with me. if i dun buck up, im really gonna screw up my exams. haiz. can feel the pressure liao. better go study now. loads to study yet so little time. =(

2006-09-07T22:03:00.000+08:00

haiz. finally i have the blog. this few days, i have been like so busy. so many things i Want to do and so many things i Have to do. so far, the problem is that i have been doing wat i Want. oh dear. now have to squeeze the time to do wat i Have to do.

well, i just watched singapore idol and i just had a thought. is it just me? or is singapore idol being overrun by hard gay? almost everytime gurmit goes on stage, there will be a hard gay movement or phrase. but that does add spice to the show. then after a while, rui en came onto the stage as a guest artist but for a guest artist, tat was an earpiercing performance. her rendition of Iris sung by Goo Goo Dolls was really horrible. and to add to the torment, her expression looked like she had constipation. a total letdown for a guest artist. lucky she was invited. if not she would have been kicked out.

well, 2mr there's a remedial with mdm k. dam. at 8am. right now, im still considering whether or not to go. haiz. should i just stay at home or go and torture myself? i wonder. sometimes, the right choice seems the most wrong. haiz. i really dun wanna go back. the problem is that if she gives out tips and stuff, i wanna learn. but if she asks us to go there and memorise answers or some stupid things then i rather stay at home then waste my time there. i'm very sure only half the class will appear 2mr. the question is that which half will i be in? but being a good student as i am, most likely i'll be going to school. haiz. although i will most likely regret it whole-heartedly once the remedial stars.

life sucks doesn't it. :(

2006-09-04T03:19:00.000+08:00

omg. this is wrong man. so wrong. i just watched a few episodes of elfen lied. omg. wat a screwed up anime. really.

the whole anime consists of killing, gore, yuck! it's the most goriest anime i've ever seen.
somemore, the main characters are 2 cousins who love each other and a girl who rips people's heads and limbs off. i mean, wtf??? the anime is totally screwed up. every episode confirm have a part where someone gets killed or gets his/her body ripped into pieces. the latest episode showed a group of kids(pri i think) using a vase and whacking a dog to death. wth! how screwed up is tat?

but it does have a good storyline though. oh well.
i think i'm just gonna watch finish it la. since only have 13 episodes so i only have 5 more to go.
might as well end the story.
hmmm. i wonder who is gonna get dismembered next.

2006-09-02T02:00:00.000+08:00

i just finished watching chrno crusade and as u can see the time, i one time whack to the finish.

well, i highly recommend this anime. addicting to the very end. however, do not expect a happy ending cos you'll be extremely disappointed. really sad ending. sob.

chrno crusade is quite funny and action packed in the beginning but the ending is so sad.[Warning : contains a bit of spoilers]
the main characters are :
chrno - the demon who has a contract with rosette
rosette - the protaganist
azumaria - some apostle
joshua - rosette's bro who was lost for like 8 years i think
setella - jewel summoner
and her sister who was lost for 10 years.

all these are the good characters.
but the sad thing is, stella killed her sister cos her sis turned bad and then she killed herself.
then rosette died cos her life was used up due to the contract.
chrno followed suit and died also.
only joshua and azumaria survived but joshua grew up wtih his mind/heart remaining at 10 years old.
wth is the ending, almost all the good guys have sad endings.
somemore, the evil demon survived in the end. wth! he never even die. the good guys had worse endings then the bad ones.

really sad but very touching. expecially when rosette and chrno went to a hut at the countryside and perished there on a swing. that one was very nice. not the dieing mind u. i rather they not die.
and after the credits, i like the fact that they put the photo of stella, azu, chrno and rosette at the end. the 4 took a photo at some carnival. tat was a very nice and beautiful.

now, i go sleep liao. quite a long day ahead.
haiz. so sad. :(

2006-09-01T23:54:00.000+08:00

oh look, its gonna be 12 am soon so might as well blog till 12.
ok. i just went to eat some D24 durian moonckae. dam nice.
but one peice is $4. ex man. but delicious.

ytd on the 30th, i went to see my pri school teacher for teachers day.
so, i went with some of my friends.
we made a group of 4 ; me, melvin, rachit and arron.
we met like 45 min earlier to have a few rounds of daytona(i think spell like tat) before going to meet our teach, miss chia.
well, it seems that on the way of meeting us, arron met another classmate, jie hui, so he asked her to tag along.
when i saw her, the first thing that came to mind was "who is that pretty girl?".
then i realised that i knew her.
i actually forgot her name but i knew her.
well, in the end, i remembered so no harm done.

so the 5 of us went to the pri campus.
but we were stopped at the gate by some lame-o security guard.
so we stated the obvious, " we are here (on teachers' day) to visit our teacher."
but the guy didnt let us in. he say only arron can go in.
why? cos only he was wearing school uniform.
lameness i tell u. who wears school uniform at 3 plus when we were dismissed at like 9+ in the morning?
of cos arron was an exception cos he came direct from school. had some project thing.
so, jie hui, me, melvin, rachit and arron waited at the gate since he didnt want to go in by himself.
so in the end, somehow, we had miss chia herself to personally invite us in. then the guard let us all in. i think coincidence tat she came out. or maybe someone call her. dun remember.

we followed her into the school and we went to her form class, 5B.
inside, we were greeted by a whole class of last year graduates.
really, the whole class filled leh. then they all were seated in the chairs.
apparently, miss chia went out and let the class wait there. so sad. hahaha.

well, i scanned through the crowd and i saw someone that i knew, pei xuan.
so i went to talk to her la.
so qiao, we came at the right time so we just nice meet the class.
then, the five of us took a picture with our teach and after a short bit, the whole class left.
so, we had the whole class to oursleves. muahaha!
we talked about many interesting things. of cos, studies came in and we also talked about how pretty some of the girls have grown up to be. well, it was miss chia who iniciated the topic so we are not to blame.
well, we talked for actually quite a long while.
then, our teach say she have to go to expo for some rally so cannot liao2 anymore.

we said our goodbyes and the 5 of us exited the building.
since we were together after so long, we decided to hang out for a while.
someone suggested the arcade(not me) and we decided to go lor.
of cos i doubt jie hui, being a girl, liked the idea so she said that she was heading home first. so sad.
the 4 of us left went back and played more rounds of daytona before calling it a day(tona). hahaha! lame.

interesting day ytd although it rained. at least it was more eventful than today.
today was dam boring. played com almost the whole day.
sianz. but no fret(cos not guitar HAHA). 2mr will be another eventful day, although not as eventful as ytd.

wish i could blog more but i want to watch finish the anime : Chrno Crusade. the suspense is killing me. but i heard that the ending is very sad. now, chrno already kena turned to stone. wth. haiz. i can see the snowballing effect of sadness. oh well. cant wait to watch. blogged again later.

2006-08-29T21:22:00.000+08:00

today marks the end of mt exam. the comprehension was freaking difficult to understand and Comprehend. haha. anyway, the paper really was hard.
the first close passage already stump me liao.
then came the 2 compre open ended. wa lao. die liao.

mt aside, 2mr is my bio pract exam. the worst of all the pract exams.
the one with the most handy work and also the one with the most theory imparted into the practical.
i studied a bit then i dun really care liao. too much to squeeze inside. haiz.

well, today, i heard that on teachers day, we will be having some acers day(spell like this i think). the stupid dancing thingy. this just proves that our school has run out of ideas to celebrate. this is really the time to bring in 'foreign' talent.

i went to see the doctor today as my throat dam sore and kena phelgm liao.
my throat already quite uncomfortable since 2 days ago liao.
anyway, the doctor offered to give me an MC but dam la. i cannot accept since 2mr is the stupid practical. haiz.
and i dun dare to skip liao. since i got a bad experience before.
tat time i got fever so i missed the e maths paper 2 so my whole e maths exam was void.
then due to that, i kena posted to esp. crap la. how much time wasted? i cant even count liao.
lets just hope that i quickly recover. somemore i got to attend a birthday party this sat so i better recover fast.

this afternoon, after the exam, i went home straight since i had nothing to do.
then when i reach home, a memory struck me.
My House NO Electricity!!!
and sure enough, my dad's fishtank no sound, no light.
i go my room, nothing can on. Not even a freaking fan!!!
you know how hot is it a not?
i tot of using my lap top to play some game since the router also down ma.
then somehow, i fell asleep. in that condition fall asleep is dam pro sia.
then when i wake up, got electricity liao.

the last thing i want to blog about is that i have been watching Marchen Awakens Romance.
but due to the lack of fansubs, i cannot continue watching so i stopped at episode 41. suck sia.
well, today, i tried out a new anime. Chrno Crusade.
wa sia. when i first see it, it reminded me of hellsing(another anime).
well, i started watching it and it is dam addictive.
somemore the girl ,rosette, is so cute and chio(but not as cute as koyuki/snow haha)
i watched it and i downloaded the opening song.
that means tat the song is dam nice if not i hardly download anime songs one.
so it has been added to my playlist.
just in case you are wondering, the song that is playing now is the song tat i was talking about.
dun know if you like a not. but everyone has different tastes la so dun worry. i wun go your house and kill you if u dun like it. well, maybe i wun. >:)

i just hope that i'll do well for the exam. myabe it is as easy as physics pract? who knows? only 2mr then i'll know. then i'll blog about it.

!!!

2006-08-28T19:16:00.000+08:00

Woot. i had some free time today and since 2mr is mt exam, nothing to study so...
YAY! new blogskin.
i spent like 2 hours plus to make the picture better and fix all the html coding.
sadly, there were some things that i had to get rid off like the jokes thingy and my music player.
i couldn't find a place to put the music player and also somehow, the song converter is spoilt and i lazy to fix so i just take down. plus i doubt it will fit the bg.
well, i put a small player at the top left hand corner as you would have noticed i hope.
that one allows you to only start and pause the song so if you dun like the song then off lor.
no harm done.
the song will change every once in a while cos the same song a bit the boring everytime.
until i find out how the hell u get the html coding for wimpy player, i dun find the need to get another player. i have all the files. just waiting for the ime to test or a kind soul to teach me how to upload wimpy player.
i'm happy that i was able to find such a nice skin plus able to fix it up with no problems( i hope) in 2 hours plus.
i also fixed the date and time thingy so i no need to type the stupid time thingy. yay!

that aside, i ate at pizza hut today for lunch with a few friends and some friend's friends.
we ordered 4 pizzas and 2 pitchers of pepsi. not to mention 8 soups! cost us around $60+. but each pay $9.60 so not tat bad for tat much food.
before tat, we had to wait for 130pm so we can have the special discount.
so we 6 walk around.
then i suggested playing the memory game. those small machines that always next to the weighing machines. have 4 buttons one.
only $0.40 so we play. dam lame. when we play got people stop and stare at us. sec 4 students playing memory game. but we got the highest score. genius. so not tat bad la.

well, 2mr problem cos my house going to have some power cut so no electricity from 2 all the way to 5 plus. sia i tell you.
no fan, aircon, light, nothing.
they force me to stay out and have fun...
WOOHOOO!!!
ok. maintain.
lets see wat is installed 2mr! woohoo!

2006-08-27T01:33:00.002+08:00

kk! blog time!
i just realised that marchen awakens romance got one stupid problem.
NOONE SUBBING!!!
so now, i watch until episode 38, no more liao when the raw version already hit 70+.
crap la.
so i think, give up la.
just nice also. prelim already start liao.
must study study study.
i wasted the whole day today.
i woke up at around 11 plus. then i went to eat lunch. then come back watch marchen awakens romance and play dota.
wat a lame day. totally unproductive.
i better start concrete studying.

tomoro is church so i can get to see all my friends liao.
then my dad fall sick. wonder wat chaos is going to happen 2mr.
anyways, this reminds me of a friend.
recently, i realised that he is a total noob at html coding.
heck, he does not even know he is doing html coding.
he tot it's called encryption.
wat a joke!
then, he ask me to host a song for him so he can put on friendster.
he dun even know wat is a host, a server or even bandwidth.
but he want to act pro so when people go his friendster profile they will hear song.
hahaha
so i dun even bother telling him liao.
i just give him the html code then he just copy past.
it's the only thing he know how to do.
he didnt even know the code i give him was called html coding. he tot it was called a link. then he keep rejecting. ask me to give him the "real" code. bloody irritating.

anyway, i still deciding whether i should keep the song in my server or just delete and prevent sucking of bandwidth. hmmm. choices choices. haha.

well, lastly, im thinking of posting the time and date at the bottom of my blog posts cos the problem is that this does not auto show the time and like now, i normally post in the early morning like 1 or 2 am one so actually, the date is one day behind.
i have to fix tat.
but it would be a tad irritating to post the date and time.
see how it goes.

~sign off 1:50am 27/8~

2006-08-25T00:41:00.000+08:00

hmm, it's been a while since i blogged so i decided to just do a short one.
i just had my chem practical for prelim.
die sia, my results got 24.0 but everyone got 23.7. im screwed. such a big difference.
oh well. it's over liao so nothing i can do that will change it.
2mr, well actually later today, is my english prelim exam.
paper 1 and 2.
i never study at all leh. wonder if it's gonna be ok.
now is like 12.40am and i think i better go start memorising the formats for things like incident reports and stuff.
i hope i can do well for english. maybe get an A1. that will be nice.
i never study for english and i spent the whole day today watching an anime.
the anime called MAR (AKA Marchen Awakening Romance i think).
the anime quite nice la.
quite funny at times. the dark blue hair girl also very cute.
i today watch around 9 episodes i think. crazy sia.
must be more focus. haiz.
o level 54 days away. prelims reach liao.
everyone is in exam mode. well, most that is.
i hope im one of them.
well, since this is supposed to be a short post, better end off here.

~sign off~

2006-08-19T22:35:00.000+08:00

so quickly, its already the end of a saturday.
in a few days time, its going to be the start of my prelims practical.
how time flies.
now im desperatly trying to finish my math practise papers so i can show my teacher.
haiz.
today i went with my family to jurong.
to send my sis friend all the way to science center.
then might as well eat there.
i ate korean beef set. quite nice la. but the kimchi sucked. not nice at all.

i spent the whole morning sleeping today.
so tired. dun kn0w if its my mind tired or my body tired. maybe both.
still, i have no time to even feel tired.
just cos i sleep the whole morning, i was unable to finish one full math paper today.
dam. im behind schedule liao.
i doubt i'll be able to finish all the papers in time. madness.
one full paper 4 hours long.
my mind fried liao.
and worse is got around 4 full papers to do.
crap la.
oh well. such is the life of a student in singapore where meritocracy prevails. haha.

ytd, i changed my blogs html coding for fun. the right clicking orevention is my fav change.
u should right clicking.
even the messages change. =)

ok. enough blogging for today.
~sign off

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2006-08-16T22:16:00.000+08:00

today just had english o level oral.
my teacher say that the hall will be very cold since its air-conditioned.
when i went in at 2pm, it was freaking hot. cos the air con not on yet but the hall was sealed up liao. all doors closed.
it took quite a while for the place to feel comfortable but all i had at that time was time since i was the last guy to take the exam. bloody hell.
but not as if it really affected me la. whether 1st or not. just the amount of time wasted sitting there doin nothing.
so to wild my time away, i played the 1 minute convo game with my friend.
its something that you have to talk non-stop for 1 minute about the item that you friend tells you to talk about.
so we played and we talked about wires, lights, etc. (AKA nonsense la)
so as my friends were feeling nervous and preparing for the O level exam that they were going to take, me and my friend were laughing away.

then the aircon not cold at all but after i go toilet, my hands feel very cold cos it was wet.
then, finally, my turn. so i went and read the convo and the picture. the theme for the oral was the mrt.
quite a lot of things to tak about la. i think.

well, i screwed up my picture discussion cos there really was nothing to talk about. always talk about the same main things.
then came the conversation.
i tot that i did quite ok. then when i was finishing the convo, i glanced at the marks since the teacher open the paper so big. cannot resist the temptation.
the teacher's hand blocked all the marks except the one she was writing; my convo marks.
then i saw she wrote a 14 in the box. so i was like 'crap la. 14/20 bye bye o my A1'.
so i thanked the teachers and went to the canteen lor.
then i chit chat with my friend. then i told him i got 14 for my convo.
then he stun there. so i ask him why he stone la.
then he tell me how the hell i get 14 so i was like ' shit. is 14 that bad? im screwed.'
then he say that its 14/16. then my turn to stun there.
WOOHOO!!!

then i go home and first thing i eat my dinner; lagsana and pizza.
then i feel so tired so i go sleep.
wake up around 8.
dun know why so tired. oh well. now at least feel a bit better.
lets see what happens 2mr!

~ben~

2006-08-15T23:20:00.000+08:00

in less than 24 hours time, i would be having my english o level oral exam.
surprisingly, i am feeling quite nervous about it. more nervous than my mother tongue oral.
all i hope is that i get a distinction as well for the oral. if cannot, then merit also can. but nothing else.
come to think of it, i have never taken my oral in the school hall before.
this would become an interesting experience for me.
sitting in that huge air-conditioned room with nothing to do.

what do you expect me to do the whole way through?
i'm the second last person to take the exam.
then the stupid thing is that mp3 players are not allowed.
i hope they change their mind but its not likely.
in the MT oral, i could at least listen to chinese songs to get myself in the mood for chinese.
so i tot i could do the same for the eng oral. so sad cannot.
i just have to think of something to do then. maybe practise my conversational techniques.

exams aside, i just watched 2 movies. click and high school musical.
high school musical was ok. the songs were nice. thats all.
click was super lame. there were some meaningfl paarts and a moral being it but some things in the movie were downright stupid like every single dog in the movie kept humping the toy duck. tat was really dumb.
but the movie thought me one thing.
time is really precious. although the moral i think is about family.
in just a push of a button, the guy fast fowarded years and years of his life away.
then, he had to face the consequences.
well, i think this applies to all sec 4s now.
time is really precious.
in just a blink of an eye, the prelims would be over.
then, the o levels would be over.
then would be the aimless 3 months of ronin lifelihood.
then, the piece of paper would arrive that will determine what is the next step you are going to take in the ladder of success.
well, i really want to go into a jc. heck care what jc. as long as a jc can liao.
a jc near my home would be really good.
but if my results cannot, which is what i'm seeing now, then i have to go poly.
but i hope i dun go there cos i really dun know what course to take.
unlike my friend who no matter what he get, he confirm going to sp.
he pro in com so he wanna take some business and com course.
too bad i have no such talent so i would not have a clear-cut course to choose.
thats why i want a jc no matter what.

i really admire children when they say that they want to grow up and be something like a shop owner or a fisherman or something.
at least they have dreams they can pursue.
all i am doing now is aimlessly studying and getting grades and paper.
all i am doing now is following a path with no goal at the end.
its really pathetic but weirdly, i have no goal or dream at all.
that is why when u ask a so-called simple qn which is 'what do you want to be when you grow up?', i cannot give an answer.
i wish that the answer will appear before me soon b'cos i'm really tired of waiting. wondering.
wat a cloudy future i have. only time will tell eh?

2006-08-12T23:28:00.000+08:00

i just came back from plaza singapura.
went to watch the fireworks at esplanade.
really beautiful. one problem was that i got block by trees cannot see the low ones but the high ones were really very nice.
the whole thing lasted for 15 min. totally trashed the national day one. haha.
the place there was crazy. so many people.
but the show was worth every bit.

actually, a lot happened but i lazy to type. maybe i type 2mr. buaiz!

2006-08-11T22:00:00.000+08:00

yay! i got b3 for chinese. quite crappy though but i got distinction for oral! distinction!!!!! so many people get merit but then i look at my score and i see a d! a d for distinction! yay! well, this means that i'll obviously be retaking the chinese o levels again cos since i got distinction, there's a very good chance that i might get an A. so why not? of cos retake la.

this week has been a really slack week. today i went with my friend to marine library to study. in the end, didnt get anything done other than one ss question. haha. so many distractions. my distraction was due to the Cafe Galilee inside the library. i couldnt help myself but get a cup of ice blended mocha. woohoo!

my friend on the other hand was distracted cos of all the pretty girls walking around. school or not. then he went to search for some dating tip books. haha. must be cos of 2 failed attempts liao so he seek professional help.

2mr, im going to near the esplanade to watch the firework display. better catch it before its gone. this kind of things happen maybe once in 2 years? i dun know. but i'm sure its a long time.

this morning at 10 plus a.m., my friend sms me ask me my grade. as if i could answer. then i told my mom my grade then she say 2mr can go celebrate. woohoo! thank God i got a distinction for oral. if not die sia. at least now got hope. (=

cant wait for 2mr. fun packed i hope.of i go kill some terrorists now. bb!

2006-08-06T01:38:00.000+08:00

freak. this week has been very tiring.
mock exam, study, mock exam, study, so taxing.
i looked at the calander today and realised that in only a few weeks time, prelim will start. how prepared am i? getting quite scared liao.
this whole week, i have been doing mock exams. then right after that, i'll go play soccer.

just on friday, my body just couldnt take it anymore.
so after so many years of staying up late, i slept at 930 willingly.
after that, i woke up at 4 plus to go airport to send my dad to san fran.
my sis wanted to go but as usual, she couldnt wake up.
when we reached, we queued up for like 1 hour plus just to check in cos got some policemen doing some questioning.
after the checking was like 6 plus.
then my parents and i went to burger king to eat breakfast.
i had the scrambled egg platter thing with the chicken patty.
then after that, my mum and i went home.
i slept when i reached home.

at like 2 plus, i went with my mum to my aunt house at sturdee road. quite far.
so i went there then my cuz there.
so i play soccer with him.
the ball was like size 1(aka very small) and the place was also quite small since it was just a patch of grass near the fitness area on the top of the carpark at like lvl 5.
so i scared that the ball fall down but then the ball so small so in the end dun care.
we played joga bonito style(a lot of tricks, accurate but not far shots) cos of the ball size and the lack of space.
was really fun. really enjoyed myself.
did a lot of tricks. yay =)
i play from like 3 plus to 6 plus.
then i went up to drink then off i went to fetch my sis and go for dinner.
then rush back in time to watch superband.(yay! milubing won! congrats man!)

so here i am now, blogging at like 2 in the morning.
somemore, i 2mr have church then my mum wanna go shopping at orchard.
then on monday, is my school cross country and i must run the 4.8km.
really tiring me out.
oh well. its inevitable though.
this beats have a damn boring life rite?
but if i keep doing this, i really might just break down. haiz.
once in a while might be fine.

i think i've blogged enough. time to go off and wink 40 times. cya!

2006-08-01T21:21:00.000+08:00

nice song.

cool video to watch. make me one to play half life 2. lol.

August Fools!
blogging time again. improve my engrish time. i hope.
it seems that i didnt blog again. lol. but quite expected la.
i just watch the video 'ike ike by hinoi team' again and i wondered, how the hell they dance and still sing like not breathless like tat? para para dancing non-stop leh. in high heels somemore. pro-ded.

enough about them. today, i decided that i would go home early from school.
since no mock exam today and i think have no esp, so i go home lor.
mdm n let us off early cos we have to stay back for bio pract on thurs.
so after i eat finish, the bell ring then i can go home liao.
then on my home at tanah merah interchange, i met pq. then she smile smile then go up 38. actually i wanted to go up 38 but then since it goes one round around the estate, should take longer. but haiz, i should have taken tat 38. in the end, the first bus i could take was 9 but it take super long. i think i take tat 38 will reach home liao.

after reach home, very hot so i on air-con and fan. then i change to some comfortable attire. so su fu so i lie down lor. then i wake up at 6 plus. haiz.
waste my time. could have used it to study... hahaha. joke.

i just finished watching the show abc dj on channel 5. they tok about the need to learn MT. thier reason is tat in case u like a girl then u cannot speak MT, u suffer. lame. but in the end tat dj guy still got her to date him wat. so i dun see wat's their intended purpose. must cross reference.

but i am told by word and by spectator experience tat u should not get a china gf or wife. a lot of ~~problems~~ difficulties. dun wanna elaborate on this though. after kena sue.

well, now i have to study a maths. i know my a maths suck but i can't help it la. i hope i do well. so many things to learn, so little time. next week no time to study cos whole week used up for non-academic purposes. but then prelims only a few weeks away. so little until the weeks can count with fingers on one hand only. scared sia.
so better go study liao.
at least read through the notes. then wont fail tat badly.

2006-07-31T19:07:00.000+08:00

hinoi team is so cute! 2 of them are sec 3 and 2 are sec 2 but so wat? haha. anyway, i'm quite happy cos it turned out that this group actually sang one of my fav songs, 'ike ike' which was the ending song for 'ichigo 100%'. so cute. haiz.

maybe i'll blog later. see if got time.

2006-07-30T21:46:00.000+08:00

the guy is retarded. should cut him out. the 4 girls are very very cute. although the song is ~~a bit~~ stupid, nice video. well, enjoy.

wow. its been almost a week since i last blogged. well, i suddenly felt like blogging today was b'cos of something i did in church today.
i had to write a letter to myself. then, my cgl(sunday school teacher in simple terms) would keep it. then after one whole year, she would mail it to us and we would get to read it.
luckily, i blog so i didnt have any problems writing out that letter on the spot.
it took me a bit of time to start but once i started, i just couldnt stop. haiz.
in the end, i stopped cos not enough paper. haha.
i wonder how i would feel after getting the letter next year.
as usual, i definately wrote about what i wished to get for my Os.
haiz. such is the life of a sec 4.
well, today, i looked at someone who was sec 3. then i started to miss my sec 3 days.
how much fun i had. not caring about the Os at all.
not until this year. everything changes.
time really flies. befre i knew it, im already sec 4.
hitting my 2nd important examination of my life.
i still rmb clearly.
only 4 years ago. i didnt even study hard for the psle.
then just before the psle results were given out, i was on holiday. in switzerland i think.
then when i reach s'pore, the next day was the collecting of results.
then due to some communication error, i went ther at 11 plus when i was supposed to reach there at 7.
but heng got others like me. haha.

this really brings back good memories.
the years when my mind was just fully about play. nothing to worry about. no studies, no girls, no exams, no future. just 100% play.
how i wish to go back in time.
well, i believe everyone wants to go back into some point of their lives. to that one most enjoyable moment of their entire life.
all i can hope is that the best moment of my life is yet to come. (=

well, lets say suddenly. you have a chance to go back in time in this year. when would it be?
for me, i would go back to the time when i had the church camp.
to tell you the truth, i actually had 2nd thoughts of going. but thank God i went.
its b'cos of the camp that i met a lot of people and bonded with them.
people like caleb, james and keith. since they arent in my cg, i do talk to them but not a lot. but b'cos of the camp, i started to talk to them a lot now.
but one of the really enjoyable times in the camp was one of the nights when i was in pei qi's room playing cards with pei qi, pei xuan, en xuan, tammie. we play from like 10 all the way to like 6 plus. of cos got sleep but a bit only. then play again.
how i really wish to go back to that night and relive that night again. haiz.

well, other than such fond memories of the past, lets look at wat has happened this week.
for those who have added me on msn, they should know that almost everyday got mock exams.
chem la, physics la, maths la. haiz.
make me until so stressed.
tats why im really thankful for all my friends.
in school( a little only la), but mostly in church.
people like me cuz thomas, the guy who like A, sam, kelvin AKA peicai, en xuan, the pei sisters, etc.
all of these people really brighten my day.
if not for them, i really dun know what would happened to me.
perhaps i might turn into some depressed gothic guy that is always pessimistic. *shudder*
but due to this stress and such, i do have realised that i have been less happy-go-lucky. less energetic.
nowadays, i really dun have the energy in body or mind. although i might look ok on the outside, im really dead tired inside.
an example would be that these few days, instead of me being able to sleep at 2 plus, now i have been sleeping at 1130. wat in the world~
just ytd, i came home from my cuz's house and at like 1030, i was already sleeping.
i wonder. when will i be able to get back my energy.

now, it seems i have to go study for my geo paper tomoro. so much to learn, so little time.
time really flies. haiz.
i hope tat i'll be able to blog more these few days.
see if have time lor.
well, time for me to go.
bb!

2006-07-24T21:11:00.000+08:00

finally. a chance to sit in front of the com.
these few days have been hectic and are going to be hectic-er(pardon my engrish).

now lets see. ah yes. on fri, suppose to have mdm k make up. but then i had rc meeting. so i missed it. awww. so sad. =)

then at nite, got the 2 girls come my house.
then i let them play putt putt something birthday something. and tonka world. all my mum's games.
so after i install for them, i sit on my bed and use the laptop. then i tried playing kol. but the internet super slow. until cannot even load the page. then i msn lor.
after msning for a while, i go play dota.
surprisingly, the 2 didnt make too much of a destruction. all they did was play com. yay! lucky me.

then on sat, noone tell me that the fa duty start at 1130. somemore, my friend didnt even know have fa duty so he was student audience. i also supposed to be student audience but then i had to drop it cos i had fa. so i rush to meet my friend at 12pm then we eat lunch at macdonald. i actually wanted to use my $1 voucher but then i forgot. haiz. so now i still have it. then we went to school lor. the fa duty was super slack la. only 3 guys felt giddy. nothing serious. give them a bottle of water can liao. then i go to the hall to enjoy the performance. wa. then had to listen to 3 long speeches in a row. so boring. after tat, quite ok la. lucky got aircon. after the performance, i went to the rc room. then me and 3 other friends play soccer. very fun. then in order to save one of the goal, i volley away one ball la. how i know my friend also try to volley to score. then in the spur of the moment, i clear the ball lor. then the ball went over the wall and fell 4 stories down to the basketball court where got some cars parked there. but so heng. the ball didnt even hit a single car. pro sia. then after the soccer, i went to meet someone to watch pirates at ps. the show quite nice la. not tat bad wat. when the show finish, it was like 1:30am. then i see her face. then i know she want me to send her home. so bo pian lor. we take taxi then send her all the way to chua chu kang. then from there travel all the way back to simei. somemore the taxi charges is 1.5 times cos after 1am. wa lao. in the end the taxi fare $44. scary sia. then i reach home at 230am. then i straight go sleep laio.

after 5+ hrs of sleep, i wake up at 8am for church. so tired. i even fell asleep during the sermon lor. haiz. after tat, i went for youth ministry. so pastor edwin pass around some notes la about what he was going to talk about. then my cuz want me to sit next to him. so i sit on his left. then on my left is pq and ex. wa. talk about them. they go take my notes and doodle all over the paper. draw smilies la, write lame things la... somemore cover the whole front page leh. then later when i had cg, most of my friends see. somemore my cuz still make fun of me. wa lao. oh well. let baygon be baygon. haha. anyway, edwin wanted to lock up the room early so we cannot play soccer inside. so sad. then i go up. then i see ex all by herself eating laksa. so i go talk to her lor. then she tell me she want to play lan. ask me go with her play lan. so in the end, after persuading my parents, i go lan with her. her mother say that she can only play for 1 hour. then must go home. she tell me leh. wa. anyway, we went. i bring my sis along. then play for 1 hour. 2 hours. then i tell ex that she late liao. wat if her mom scold. then she say she no hp. wa. can like tat sia. so in the end play for like 3 hours plus. then i had to pay like $6 plus. then we exited tekka mall near little india. then since ex and me going by mrt, i wanted to go to little india mrt. but then sis say bugis neared. so i dun want her to lose face. believe her for once lor even though it was against my better judgement. so my sis lead the way and me and ex follow behind her lor. walk and walk. walk for 20min plus then reach leh. that one call near??? problem sia. somemore not say we have a lot of time lor.

in the end i reach home at 6 plus. then after like 30min, i go out for dinner. then come home, so tired. then i actually wanted to study for mock exam. but so tired, lie down then sleep liao. cant help it wat. this kind of weekend.

today, i had pe. then it rain super heavy. but since i play floorball, i didnt want to stop. so we play in the rain lor. then in the end i got drenched. haiz. then, i had english mock exam. the hall bloody hot sia. no fan blow at me at all. make me so hot. but i complete the paper very fast. then i sleep lor. sleep for like 45 min. pro sia. 2mr is E maths mock exam. once again, i would be trapped in that hot stuffy hall. haiz. now, i must go learn all the formulas for vloume and surface area. problem. but i actually not so worried about E maths. i worry about the mock exam on wed. PHYSICS! die die die. then friday is CHEMISTRY! wat a crappy way to end of the week.

some random tot, i rmb my friend say that moe pass a new rule. say that school holidays cannot land on friday or monday becos of long weekend. wat bullshit is that man. tat is really crap. if u want to give holiday, give la. wat kind of stupid restriction is tat? dumb nonsense. i hope that this is not true. cos if it is, im gonna be really really pissed. lets hope tat its not true.

well, it seems that slacking is no longer an option for me from today and many many days to come. time is really running short so wat to do? no choice la. must study. haiz. in the end, the only time that i can enjoy myself and relieve myself(not the toilet la) is a bit on sat but mostly on sunday. that is the time when i get to meet all my friends. the time tat i get to escape from work. even though it is only for a while.

i think that is enough for one post. a bit long la. i wonder who actually read so long. most people look then see the length then get put off liao. but for those who read all the way, thanks a lot. well, this post has 4 days compiled inside so it would be considerably long. but for those who have read all the way from the beginning to the end, u are totally awesome. be sure to tag! if u want. but i would like to see who actually reads my posts. but u can dun tag if u dun want to. no pressure man. so buaiz. maybe i'll blog 2mr. seeya!

You got stress, I got stress, we all got stress!

2006-07-21T01:16:00.000+08:00

ytd, school dismiss early for some rehersal.
so i got dismiss at 1045am.
then,i went to katong shopping centre to have my lunch.
i kena shock sia.
there the food freakin ex.
at the basement got one small air-con coffee shop.
the rice and dishes is 270 for 2 veg 1 meat.
270 is already above food court price leh. then the place not even look close to a food court.
its just a coffee shop that got air-con.
then, i wanted to eat chicken rice. so i go ask la.
heng i ask how much sia.
1 plate of chicken rice is a whopping $4! wth. that place not even tourist attraction. charge so bloody high for wat.
so i walk out of that place. then i walk a bit more. got one chinese and malay stall join together.
by that time i was very hungry liao. so dun really care.
so i sit down and order a plate of nasi lemak in the leaf one and a can of orange juice.
the drink was ok la. $1 for can plus ice.
then the nasi lemak cost $2.50.
at first i hear i kena shock.
then i think this shopping centre no wonder so deserted. the shop all cheat people one.
but then the woman say inside got chicken wing. so ok lor. got chicken wing then 250 ok la.
the chili was nice. the rice all that like normal. nothing outstanding.

every fri, will have one meeting. then 2nite is my house. i dun mind this gatherings la. the only prob is that got 2 small firls will be coming.
normally when they come, i no peace and quiet one. although they will go to my sis room.
but now worse liao.
my sis is sick. so they cannot go her room.
so now the 2 kena thrown to me leh. wa lao.
all my important stuff! books, notes, hw, all still lying around.
if the 2 hyper monkeys come, sure anyhow touch my stuff one. die sia.
so now i trying to think what to do with using the least amount of energy.
can u imagine?
i have to pack every single thing in my room then when they leave, i have to unpack.
wa lao. so much work for wat?
i wonder if i can come up with the solution in school.

talk about school, i later if i not wrong have chem mock prac. die sia.
i dun noe a crap about chem.
somemore, thomas not there to help me in mole concept. die!
i can still do the experiment but when some to the qns, i cannot answer.
like QA. i can do the tests but when they ask which is a oxidising reagant or which test proves this, then im screwed.
i totally dun know.
most likely i leave blank.
aaarrrggg!!!

i just have to hope for the best la. haiz.

I...,I won't worry my life away!

2006-07-17T21:40:00.000+08:00

this morn, i play soccer. then i kena hit in the face but one guy i dun even know. haiz. thats why i like street soccer.
today have listening compre o lvl chinese. the ans all some the same. die sia. then the broadcast start at 3pm but they ask us be there by 2pm. lame. then we listen to 1 hour of classical music. i think its some method to force us to enjoy the arts.
2mr got chem test. but not as if i really care. i dun noe y i suck so much in chem. really no hope liao.
somemore this wed is chem practical mock exam. must do mole and redox all by myslef. gone case liao. haizzzz.
my grandma now ok liao. just got discharged from hospital. heng nothing happened.
i just downloaded a song called "Sianz". dam lame. but surprisingly, the tune was quite nice. weird. but i'll just post the link here so u can download. whoever you are. Download Here!
i hope that 2mr would start reverting to last week. how i miss the relaxness.
can't wait for sat though. woohoo! 4 more days left!

I walk around the street, don't know what to eat. I am sian. Sian.

2006-07-16T23:30:00.000+08:00

dis few days, a lot of things happened.
ytd, i went 2 me dad's staff bbq.
@ least got some people i meet b4. so not 2 bad.
then 1 woman gimme a cup of wine. i didnt noe. so i drink lor.
then l8r, got a bit high but nothin 2 much.
2day, i wanted 2 go church. can meet all me friends.
but cannot. me maternal grandma kena hospitalized.
she coff. heng no pneumonia. so now k liao.
still coffing though. but 2mr get discharged.
went 2 visit her. ytd & 2day.
i hope i nev kena sick. 2mr is o lvls listneing. if i get sick then die sia.
then ytd & 2day, i spent the afternoons nappin. dun noe y so tired.
so i sleep 4 long time.
now quite l8 liao. tats y i post in short form.
dun worri though if u cant read it. i'll post in normal again nex time.
cya!

B3N

So yesterday, so yesterday. I'm just a bird that's already flown away!

2006-07-13T22:35:00.000+08:00

today, another relax day but not as relax as yesterday.
still, i thank the Lord for giving me such a nice day.
as usual, in esp, i tried the method i used yesterday.
so i stared out the window and calmed my mind.
after doing so, i went to study chem. then reuel sleep for like 1 and a half hours. say he tired. must be cos he think of A****** the whole night so he never sleep. stare at her pic in his wallet.
well, i actually finished studying chem for organic chem. then when i was going home, i found out tomoro no test. wat the hell?
but at least i did something la.

well, actually i going to watch movie on this saturday one. but then my mum say that monday got o lvl listening so i cannot go. haiz.
so i postpone lor. to next sat. after the celebration. then go watch late night movie. interesting. i just hope pirates still showing.
i wonder if in the end MFT and the rest will so coincidentally watch movie with me. hmmm. maybe this is fate? no la. pure coincidence =)

well, tomoro hope will be like these few days. relaxed, slow paced, soothing. in our lives, these kinds of days are essential in order for us to slow down and enjoy life, enjoy wat we own, wat we possess, wat we can see and clear our minds to think of wat is to come. without this relaxations, we might even lose our sanity. well, maybe only. but it is still possible. hectic lives do have adverse effects you know.
anyway, i hope tat i will enjoy this weekend as well. ENJOYMENT!!!

If u do not care about time, time will not care about u.

2006-07-12T23:47:00.000+08:00

Wat a relax day today.
5 periods of maths but not strenuous at all. very nice pace.
chinese watch movie.
then when have esp, i realised the view from the class was so soothing. first u look at the trees and see the leaves waving in the breeze.
then u slowly move your gaze to the sky and watch the clouds roll by. ahhhh.
plus the constant wind blowing on your face.
because of this scenery, i think i used up around half an hour just staring out the window.
we students should do this more often.
school and life is very stressful.
by doing this, we can calm our minds and relax for once. let life slow down.
then after the 30min of gazing, i went to do some maths.
and the outcome was awesome! perhaps my mind was very clear. but i just zoomed through the paper(and answered the qns too. never skip!)
i think i'm gonna do this every esp lesson. although not everytime 30min la. but surely put aside some time to do it.
it really refreshes your body and mind alike.
although it does sound stupid and time wasting, i guarantee, it is worth every minute.
ahhh. i hope every day would be like today.

Do not worry about tomoro, you already have enough problems today.

2006-07-11T19:29:00.000+08:00

I found this video after a teacher showed us this series. i think its quite funny. this video's music is very nice but the words are lame. anyway, its quite nice and funny at the same time so enjoy.

today was an ok day. nothing much happened. i went to eat some beef noodles at marine parade and it was very good. the store's at the hawker centre opposite parkway. the name's seremban beef noodles. but careful of the chili. its bloody hot.

well, i didnt do anything today at esp. a waste of time. haiz. must start studying for 2mr's practical mock exam. buaiz!

~B3N~

2006-07-09T15:14:00.000+08:00

well, i had a wonderful time ytd for the youth rally. a lot of very catchy and meaningful songs were played. if only our sunday worship was like tat. make me so high. at night somemore.
then, when i was singing the last song of the night, which was like 10 plus, then my dad say we have to go liao.
so actually i wanted to stay a little bit longer but cannot lor.
then, i went into the car. then when we driving, i suggested going supper. although i not say very hungry, but i just didnt want to go home so early. then my mum agree. yay!
so i sms someone to ask if they joining. then she say that they are joining us go newton circle. then we reach there first but we no lots. then we park at the side of the road.
then when they come, they get lot liao. so fast. nearer somemore. haiz.
newton was very crowded. after like waiting for 15 mins, we finally found a place to accomodate all 8 of us. then the parents all sit one table so the 2 sisters, my sis and me sit at the next table.
then we order chicken wings, oyster ommelete, etc.(the usual food la)
so we eat and talk until 12 plus.

today, i took a cg photo. very fun. then actually, i wanted to go play lan with my friends after cg. but my dad need to leave early so i cannot. haiz.
well, now im at home with nothing to do. i have hw though but i dun have the motivation or the feeling to do. so heck care la.

hmmm. i wonder wat im gonna do now. i know! world cup! germany won portugal 3-1. ok la. quite expected. pflug must be happy. in just less than 12 hours, got the finals. i think italy will win. their players very good. then becos of the finals, i get to go school later. but only at 9am. so lame. but better than nothing la.

well, i dun think i have anything left to say. maybe if i have, i'll post later. time for me to sign off. never try before though. buaiz!
~BEN~

when will i get into the mood of studying? better make it fast.

2006-07-08T00:04:00.000+08:00

Later in the afternoon at 2pm, i have a youth rally. i wonder how will it turn out like.
someone that i hoped were going turned out that she not going. so sad you know. haiz.
monday, we get to go to school at 9am becos of the world cup finals. quite lame la. go school 1 and a half hour later. but better than nothing la.
a lot of people like me say that italy will win. but i wish that france will win though.
i also cant wait to watch the 3rd and 4th placing match on sun morning. although i have church. so how? hope i dun fall asleep. sure a lot of people tired on sun and mon one. can bet.
ironically, i have not officially signed up for the youth rally but im helping out by being a receptionist. hmmm.
well, i hope that today will be a fine day. so i can at least have an enjoyable weekend.

Why you dont want go youth rally? make me so lonely =(

2006-07-06T19:47:00.000+08:00

only a few more days to world cup finals.
i still cant believe the finals will be italy against france. hmmm.
well, i and a lot of people predict that italy will win. but somehow, i hope that france will win. hmmm.
today was an alright day. had esp again though. when will this torture end? and when i think that i could actually not go esp if i just got a c6 for my e math, i feel so pissed off. haiz.
esp today was ok la. at first, i had chem make up. then it ended quite late. so i went to eat lunch. after eat luch and hear mr. k speak, i went up to esp.
i didnt know tat he had a masters in eng. but when i heard him talk to emo retard, i realised that it was true. almost every few sentences had a chim word inside. no wonder he and the emo retard can talk so well together.
well, i tried the new ice-cream which had vanilla coated with a layer of blackcurrent. not bad i think. maybe i'll eat it again.
when i went to esp, i went to my form class with a friend to study there after signing in. i wonder who the tell-tale is cos when we were going to start, my monitor came in and say that cyclops wanted to see us. haiz. kena sia. but who scared who man.
so i went lor. my friend so scared but scared for wat? i actually had that "bring it on!" feeling boiling inside me.
so we went to see her, which was like 3 classes away on the same level. talk about lame. anyway, she asked us where we were la. so i said that we were studying in my form class. then she asked who give us permission. so i say that we give ourselves permission lor. then she say next time cannot do this and asked us go sit down. lol. some kind of scolding.
so we went and listen mp3, did some a maths. tats all. quite lame but still, we did it.

another thing that happened today was during recess, i ordered a bowl of delicious egg noodles, topped with succulent minced pork, tangy fish cake, 3 juicy fish balls and garnished with a sprinkle of deep fried shallots. soaked in an aromatic chilli gravy. accompanied with a bowl of flavourful soup which contained a pinch of preserved vegetables.
well, simply speaking, i ordered a bowl of meepok. then got free soup. so, as i carried the 2 bowls back, i experience the crappiness of our school's styrofoam bowls. i held the bowl of noodles at the side right? then the stupid bowl started to split in half. wat the hell! it was litereally splitting from the side all the way to the base. so i quicky lower the bowl to the floor. if not the whole bowl split in half. crap la. so i had to do it fast and i sacrificed the fish cake and 2 fish balls. all plopped onto the floor. haiz.
so i must remember now. when use school stuff, hold it from the base. no matter how bloody hot it is.

well, i think i sign off liao. do u think that short posts are better? i think so cos its easier to type. tat means i can do it more often. yay!

i wonder what 2mr will be like. hmmmm.

2006-07-05T21:11:00.000+08:00

mock exam is over!
now, theres nothing left to worry about. temporarily.
today, im gonna stay up all the way to watch the match at 250am.
i wonder wat the result will be after all the weird things happening like germany losing to italy. wat is the world thinking right now? i wonder.
so far, life has been ok to me. not a lot of happy things but not a lot of good things as well.
im just living my life. aimlessly. no goal, no aim, no ambitions.
i know that ambitions and goals are very important to be able to go on with life. but the problem is...
i just dun have any!!!
i think thats gonna be a problem but how can expect me to squeeze out an ambition? cannot la.
so im gonna watch the remaining matches of the world cup. with all these things happen, be prepared. expect the unexpected. <--- quite ironic if u ask me

well, i think im like ranting away. well, is tat wat blogging all about? meaningless ranting? well, better than nothing i guess.

u're looking something u cant find, if u give it up u lose ur mind.

2006-07-04T22:52:00.001+08:00

BORED. tats wat i am now.
although 2mr is bio mock exam, im not studying at all. just dun feel like it. haiz.
well, today i did my testimonial. very weird. how u expect me to ego about myself? so hard. somemore i am such a humble person. =)

well, i hope that i'll suddenly feel the urge to study. if not, i think im dead.

For those who think being 16 is fun, think again.

2006-07-04T00:12:00.000+08:00

today, i went to watch superman with my friends. at first i tot that superman was a stupid show to watch. after watching the show, i was rite.

no la. actually not that bad. although the show was extremely predictable, typical superman saves plane blah blah blah, the special effects were quite nice.

the starting was clarke zooming from one galaxy to another. the computer graphics was very nice. although not as nice as korean or jap ones(ff7 advent children), it was a very good attempt i think.

the best part is that jj and pflug gave pop corn set treats. so kind of them. but in the end,i couldnt finish the pop corn. mft and yane share but mft never eat. so they also cannot finish. only jj and pflug finish everything. maybe cos they pay so they have an obligation to finish. dun know.

so now, im like so tired. i dun even have the energy to do finish my hw. but i think i have just enuff energy to msn. so msn all the way!

PS: superman's cape and costume was waterproof, fireproof, bulletproof(if not the cape would tear first before the bullet get reflected), etc. but definately not Kryptonite proof.

NO!! Not Kryptonite!! It'll tear my costume!!!

2006-07-03T02:49:00.000+08:00

yawn. today so tired. but i had an awesome time.

today, my dad gave a treat to the sec 3s. so how can i not tag along? then we go pizza hut. shoik man. bought around 4 regular and 1 large pizza. so much. ordered 2 hawaiian and 2 peperoni and 1 bbq chicken thingy.

then after that, caleb went to check to see if got show to see a not. but i was wishing that dun have. cos i later going to watch at like 1230pm. then heng, really dun have.

so we went to lan instead. so 6 guys, me and 2 girls went to the lan shop near starhub building. i last time went before. super dark.

then when we start, the 6 guys start playing cs. but EX wanted to play gb(gunbound). so i join her lor. so me, EX and my sis play gb. after tat, we join them play cs. but EX and my sis kena owned terribly. so we change game to dota. then EX never play before i think. totally lame at it. died like 9 times. but the worst was andy. die 10 times and all killed by the same guy. how retarded is that? so i kena 3 noobs on my team. so we lost la. then play tower defence. but before i could even build a tower, my character disappeared from my screen. lame.

so me, EX and my sis go play warcraft. then EX say that she is better at warcraft. so ok lor. we play 3 people FFA(free for all). then i chose undead, my sis folo choose undead. then EX choose night elf. after a while, i took over 3 gold mines while EX and sis only had 1 each.

so EX gold was like 4k and sis was like 2k while i was 10k. haha. so funny. then EX keep saying that i cannot attack her cos she still building. so i slowly attack my sister. after a while, i won la. then i turn to EX and tell her i gonna attack her. then she say cannot. if i attack her then i'm evil. but isnt tat the point of the game? haiz. so i wait lor. until times up leh. then i still never attack her. then go home liao.

at first, we were supposed to play for only an hour. then we say play for 2 hours. then in the end play for 3 hours. wat the crap. 3 hours of lan. in the end kena $7.50 each person leh. wa lao. well, but for quality time, i actually dun mind la.

so now i'm like super tired liao. i wonder if i can stay awake for the movie later. superman? wat a lame movie. but i'm gonna watch it anyway. spastic.

Hey girl, hey girl dun wanna let you go!

2006-07-01T22:46:00.000+08:00

yay! it seems that the tuition was fake one. heng she never sign up yet. woo hoo! then we went to changi village instead.

i ate the nasi lemak. intro by makansutra. dam good man. woot!

Being happies always!

2006-07-01T12:46:00.000+08:00

Saturday, 1st July, 2006

just when i thought i had a time to rest.

today is sat so i tot that maybe i can rest. somemore yesterday was my o level oral exam. then youth day somemore. but NOOO my mum just HAD to sign up for some crap tuition at 3pm. then only now then i know. wat the hell? and now is already 1 pm. this is total bs man.

i just hope this stupid tuition ends quickly. like maybe 30min only. i ytd just finish my chinese tuition. last lesson. i wonder wat is her problem.

this sux. now i have to go for this crap. and i dun even know wat lesson am i attending. maybe i can pon the first lesson. then i get kicked out? this is dumb. i dun even know where it is.

i am so fed up now. maybe this is God's punishment for not taking the ticket. oh dear. if so, then this is a bit too harsh dun you think? arggg!!!

Wat a stupid life i'm living. i can only hope that it'll get better.

2006-06-30T23:39:00.000+08:00

O LEVELS!!!!!

today is the day that my chinese o level oral has finally ended. surprisingly, it went smoother than i expected.

at first, i tot that i would be very nervous. and i was the last somemore. but woe and behold. the waiting room was in some sir-con room. then i have mp3 player. so i listen lor. then before i know it, i sleep liao.

can u believe it? i slept during o levels! cool rite? but heng i wake up in time to prepare myself mentally for the exam. then, i read the paper. ok la. got some hard words but most of them i know. so ok.

the convo was also ok. the 2 teachers helped me along and i think i was doing it quite well.

then after the o levels, i went to the canteen and met up with my friends. then, we went to katong shopping centre to play lan.

we were in school u mind u but my friend say he know got one place allow. when we reach there, i saw got other vs people and i met my junior there. lol. but it was a nice place. run by some china man. friendly guy.

then he say that today was their official opening day so 1 hour only $1 !!!!! shiok man. so we play and play. dota, cs all the way. when we went to pay, it was like already 7 and when we pay, only $1.90! so cheap! for 2 hours of non-stop fun.

i hope the place dun get raided unlike zion(anothre lan shop that got found out and now is under survelliance). cos if that place kena raided, i dun noe where to go for lan in my school u. oh well. hope theres no mole.

after that, i went home then got tuition at the shopping centre at 745. but i reach home at 745. so i kena scolded by my mum. but it was all my sis fault. cos i actually ask her to tell my mum that i was at katong mall and wanted her to fetch me. but my sis never convey the msg. so my mum dun know where am i. crap man. so after a scolding, i went to east point for class.

i was about 45 min late for a 1 and a half hour class. they were doin listneing. i reach home then i straight go msn to relieve stress. haiz.

heng mon is holiday. can rela a while. then 17th july is listening mt o levels exam. so scary.but not as bad as oral.

i wonder wat am i gonna do 2mr. maybe hw? actually someone invited me to syf. but then i reject it. haiz. i think i should have agreed to go. dun know if she angry or disappointed a not. make me feel so bad.

cant wait for sunday. then can see all my friends again!

2006-06-29T00:25:00.000+08:00

Haiz. so sian.

these few days is really sianz to the max. there is like totally nothing interesting going on in my life at all. the stress level is also flying to the peak. dun know if it will reach my peak a not. will have to see.

well, today, i had to join this marine competition. together with 5 of my friends(total 2 teams) we went to ngee an poly. totally skip all the maths classes. cool.

the competition was fun. although there were less games and freebies to collect, there was still stuff to kope. like free flow of pop corn. then the games also very fun. just like last year, my fav game was word search.

it seems that im very talented at word search. i dun know y. i won 2 times in a row at first place. then the 3rd time i went, the lady say i cannot play liao. so sad. then she say can play for fun la. but no prize.

so nevermind lor. i play for fun. then i help my friends. like ryan and chang yang who cant find words for nuts. then, i just keep playing. won around 6 times in a row. so lame. all first place. except for the last game. where i finish first, but i never give my paper to the lady. i just keep. see who the first after me. lame.

then we play the picture puzles. the pics were the same as last year. so funny. then we play that and win also lor. but today got one more new game. some dressing up game. so i dress up swee tong as the safety inspecotr. wat a joke. enjoyable. even had our photo taken. i rmb i kena a lot of photo taken. dun noe y.

the kachang puteh was really disappointing. no crab crackers(the red one). good thing they have the crunchy fried peanuts. but that one finish so fast. i only was able to take one cone of it.

quite sad la. the competition. our team got 4th. couldnt get in to the top 3 cos of one very stupid mistake. since we were the first team to answer, the guy ask the qn. but wayne and me never see the screen. we were discussing the answer. then actually, it was mcq. so the ans were there. but wayne nev see and go answer another answer that was not even in the choices. then we got wrong. and because of that, all the top 3 teams got 22 points but ou team got 20 points. so sad. miss by that qn. lame.

but the top 3 was 1 team from vs and 2 teams from jurong. i think because jurong was the shipyard place so they very pro. but in the end, our vs team won. YAY! even though im quite sad that our team never make it, at least the first place never kena kope by other school. better my friends than others.

so now, the next big event would be the MT O level oral exam on this fri. although i dun really care about oral one, i cant help but feel worried and nervous cos its the o levels.

the o levels can help u achieve a career that u would love or screw up ur life big time. very scary.

o well, i think quite late liao. i still haven touch my eng hw yet. better go do. cant wait for 2mr presentation. cool. maybe i'll post 2mr!

Is being 16 good? I am doubting it now.

2006-06-26T21:51:00.000+08:00

surprising, this is the second post in a row. felt that although there is no time, maybe got a bit of time to blog.

but really. time is really tight now. now with so many tests and stuff coming out, i can seriously feel the stress. seriously. haiz.

i can't believe that just in 4 days time, it would be my chinese O level oral exam! omigosh! so little time. i am feeling kinda nervous liao. i still cant imagine what it is gonna be like. somemore, i think im gonna be the last guy on that day. crap!

now, i everyday have to stay back from 240 to 530 for some stupid study program. wat a waste of my time.

then i still have so much homework! still have a and e math to finish! like that where got time to study for all the tests? haiz haiz haiz. i really dun want to do badly leh...

well, it does seem that it is all doom and gloom. well, it is. the only thing i can think of to relieve me of all this tension and stress is to look forward to sunday.

sunday is the only day when i can go to church and meet all my friends. that really lightens my mood. i'm not sure what i would do if there's like no church. i wonder wat would happen to me.

oh well. there's one thing to look forward to. and thats youth day on monday! no school! woohoo! although it is only one pathetic day, it shows how much i need a break.

i wonder who is going to be there to lend me a shoulder to lean on, should i break down. hmmm...

2006-06-25T22:33:00.000+08:00

its has been i think around a month since i blogged. lol. but i was wondring. does anyone actually read my blog? i wonder.

cos if no one reads, then i'll post at my super leisure time which is like so far. but if people actually come and read, then i'll post more frequently.

well, this holidday has come by and flown past. very fast indeed. maybe its because of my esp 2 weeks and my 1 week church camp so i feel that the holidays are super short. im actually quite shocked how fast time flies. freaky.

now, im just thinking about how fast time really goes by. in just a blink of an eye, a whole month has flown by. the mother oral exam is approaching very fast. and so is the practicals and of cos the prelims. haiz. so stressful.

i dun think i even have the time to have a bgr but dam. i really want one. oh well. wat to do? studies so dam important. so all i can do is study study study. hardly anytime to play either. can u imagine? i hardly played in this holiday and yet, my homework is like mostly undone.

now, i also worried about the tests that are like starting this very week!!!!! crap. how to think about anything else. haiz. hows?

It's really tough being 16.

2006-06-06T23:02:00.000+08:00

A long time it has been

it has indeed been a long time since i blogged. i wonder if there are actually people who read my blog. something like the news. the news caster does not know if there are even viewers but he still has to do it. anyway, it seems that the june holidays have arrived. finally. however, i do not seem to feel really happy about it.

first in line is ESP. i still cant believe i actually entered esp. oh well. if we look on the bright side, it is God's way of forcing me to study since i cannot run away. because of esp and all the remedial and make ups, i dun feel the holiday spirit unlike last year. its as if the holidays have not began at all and school is still going on. its like when ure in a queue and even though its ur turn, you still have to wait.

i have discovered a few gems in the internet such as the retarded videos in askaninja where people ask ninjas about stupid things.

"I M Ninja! He is Ninja! She is Ninja too!
I M Ninja! We are Ninja!
And I believe that you are Ninja too!"

one nice thing about these videos is that the ninja gives very interesting analogys. if u dun believe me, go watch one for urself. you'll see wat i mean.

i wonder how am i gonna cope with all these homework. although it looks quite reasonable at first, once i started, its crazy. i have spent almost a week doin just maths alone and i still have not finished it. OMG! i actually dun really mind it but if im gonna spend most of my time doin homework, how am i gonna find time to study? of cos you can say that homework is a form of studying and i dun disagree with that but homework is, to me, a form of application or revision. you have to study first before you should do the homework. but tat is wat i think.

well, i hope i am able to find time to study and blog. oh well.

happy june hols everybody!

2006-05-25T18:25:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time.

it has been a long time since i blogged. i think its because of the exams and all, i didnt blog for a period of time. then, i didnt get around to continuing to blog. well, here i am again. blogging away.

i dun noe why but quite a lot of people have stopped blogging liao. including me. well, we just have to break this pattern. tats why i decided to blog again today. YAY for me!

maybe its because so far, everything tat has happened are not very good things. it has been a sad life for me these few days or even weeks. i hope that this "trend" will stop and i'll be given back the happy life that i once was blessed with.

well, i cant seem to find the time or even the energy to play around with the template. last time, i kept changing the template to try different html coding and javascript. but now, i have stopped. you should have noticed the interesting javascript game that i placed at the bottom of my blog. it has been fun to play with it but it seems that the start and stop buttons have not been showing up lately. if they continue to pon like this, im gonna have to sack them. no la. i think i have to find the time to fix that little problem but it doesnt affect the game. all you have to do is just click the leftmost black button, which is start, and then get ready to click the big square once the colour changes. simple but addictive.

it seems that the passion for blogging has started to burn in me once again. so you would be able to see me start blogging more frequently than last time. YaY!

2006-05-17T10:36:00.000+08:00

Wa! exams finally over!

yay! 4 weeks f exams are finally over. and wat do we get in return? 3 miserable days of rest only. so pathetic. but better than nothing.

i finally found time to blog after all the things going on. i hope i'll be able to do that in the future.

now, all im doin is play pangya, play gunz, and watch anime. i still have the whole series of sayuki reload that i haven watch yet, all in the cds. then i currently am watching Ah My Goddess or aa megami sama. at first, i tot that it looks boring but i decided to give it a chance after seeing the reviews. its a good thing i decided to watch it. its good. i also like the beginning song. very nice. a bit like the scrapped princess opening song. but then, one stupid problem had to crop up. after downloading 4 episodes, i went to check on them but 3 of them work. crap. so now, i have to stop watching and wait till the first 3 work. then i can continue watching. if not the plots would go hay-wire. haiz.

oh well. i hope that everyone enjoys their holiday and be prepared to face the read marks when u return on friday. AHHHH!

2006-05-09T15:39:00.000+08:00

lalala~!

exams exams exams. when will they end? next Monday! a maths... i skipped e maths paper 2 paper on monday cos i was sick. but why didnt i drag just one more day? then can skip chem! chem was really a killer.

now, all that's left, or right if you like, is biology and a maths. yane said today that he wont be appearing for biology. i wonder why? i got 2 days to study bio so better get good grades to add to my l1r5. cos if i use chem, then im totally screwed.

now the one im worried about is a maths. although i have the weekend to study just for a maths, seeing the paper 1 has gotten me scared. most likely, i have already flunked the paper so i see how much can i salvage with paper 2.

now, i am playing a game of online golf AKA Pangya. i love computer games on golf with the graphics, the works. i am quite good in the game and at the lowest level, i have already scored a HOLE IN ONE!!! haha. beat that jj. i look at the stats of some pros, they dun even have a hole in one. i so happies! but most importantly, the girl character is very cute so dun be shocked when you see my nickname "beinghappies" but you see a girl hitting with the club.

i also watched Naruto 2 the movie. it was okay. the animation was great as all movies should be but the story line was the usual. good movie nonetheless.

well, time for me to pen off. i can't wait for you to come to singapore and let me play host to you. till then, take care.

ooops. i was carried away. i tot i was writing an informal letter. haha.

buaiz!

2006-05-08T14:59:00.000+08:00

Sick? at a time like this? (part 2)

wa lao. this time i really fell sick. not like coff ar sneeze those petty "illnesses". this time i kena fever leh.

then so suay leh. i fell sick on sunday. so i got mc for monday. i miss a 2 and a half hour paper. woohoo. but why didnt the doctor give me a mc for another day? just one more day would be perfect. seriously. i would get to skip chem. then at least i wont fail.

now, i just woke up. and you know, 1 day after you fell sick, you sure dun have energy to do anything rite? i actually woke up at 12pm and decided to blog cos i had like nothing to do.

i am so tired now. but i cant fall asleep. since i slept for 16 hours. but i dont have the energy to study. i tried already. nothing gets into my mind. i tried reading thru the notes on organic chem. wa lao. the words look like ants like that. i try to memorise but i really cannot memorise a shit. crap.

as one quote from somewhere used to say, fail to prepare, prepare to fail. i seriously am preparing to fail. and fail terribly at the matter. its not i dun want to study. is i cannot study.

so how? can anyone please tell me wat to do!!!

2006-05-04T00:24:00.000+08:00

AARRGGGGG!!!!!

because of the exam, i think im losing my sanity. seriously, i dun think i am the happies person that i used to be. i have already stopped updating my jokes section and i have not blogged for a very very long time. so i decided to take some time off and blurt out whatever is on my mind. right now, everything is just study study study. come home play a while then must study. now, i dun even have enuff time to play. i play for like 10 to 15 minutes, then i realise that i not enuff time to study. how will i be able to survive if everyday is gonna be like this?

i believe that we are put on this earth for a purpose. no matter what purpose, whether you know it already or not, everyone knows, you are in this world for a reason. some call it fate, some call it destiny. still, i wonder to myself, what is my purpose? what am i here for? still, life goes on even if i do or do not find that life changing answer. if you know the answer earlier than others, then lucky you. you would be able to pave your way to fulfilling that destiny. make choices that will lead you to meeting that goal. but people who are like me and have not found out their true destiny, what are we supposed to do? how do we know whether the choices we make are the correct choices that will finally lead us the the finish line?

still, life goes on. time continues to pass us by. we cant stop it. so we just have to make do with it. that is my philosophy. since i cannot pave my way myself, maybe i'll let God decide for me. how He wants to bring me to that ending point. for those that do not have any religion, who do you count on to bring you to the ending point? is it yourself? or do just go with the flow? now, that is exactly what i am doin. i am following the flow, living my life day by day, with no goal in mind.

that i think is really frightening. without a goal to aim to, all you do is just drift along the waves of life like a castaway. with totally no control on where you are going. now, as i drift along the sea of dreams. i just hope that someone will come throw me that life saving buoy. that life saving boat that will set me staraight and send me along my way to achieving my dreams.

as i look back, i realise that although i am passing my life day by day, time really doesnt give a damn about you at all. it just flies by without giving a second thought to whomever it is affecting. why does time have to fly pass so quickly? cant it just even slow down? many things could be accomplished if we all had an extra hour or two a day. dun you agree? even though it is just an extra hour or two only, it does affect and will drastically change your life. imagine this. everyday, two hours more. one week and you would have 14 hours extra. that is already half a day. with 30 days a month and 12 months a year, how many hours would we have gained?

still, we can also think of this in a positive aspect. not like i can do it well in this time. but still, if we can only look at it in a brighter side. if you may visualize. in the beginning, everyone only had 20 hrs a day. with such little time, we went on with our lives. minding our own businesses, doing our own things. then we realised, this amount of time is really too short. if only we could have an hour or two extra everyday. wouldnt that be magnificent. then, the Almighty One from above decided that since we are His beloved children, he gives us an addition of 4 hours a day. which wa beyond our wildest dreams. and this is supported by the bible which says that He will surprise you and give you whatever you ask for and things that you never even thought of asking. so, with this extra 4 hours, we are as happy as can be. but as time went on. generation after generation. decade after decade. century after century. those 24 hours became too little for our lives again. and we decided that we need more. isnt this being a bit too much? we have already gotten our additional of 4 hours a day.

obviously, the story above was just fiction, except the part about the bible, but if doesnt this allow you to see the brighter side of life? we have been given so many things and everything was given freely, wtih no charge at all. shouldnt we be happy of what we have already?

even if you think that whatever i said in the previous story was ridiculous and had real meaning, how about this. shouldnt you be even grateful that you are here today? alive and kicking? or even made at all? if you were not even here in the first place, would you still be even able to complain about the shortage of time? the many flaws that life has? no. you would not. and that goes for me as well.

therefore, we should and must live our lives fully to what it was meant to be. do you think you were just placed on this earth for fun? i am sorry to tell you this but i dun think so. we all have a reason for living so let us live it to what it was meant for. whether or not you have realised and uncovered your purpose or not. we must at least enjoy what we have now. before it is taken away from us, and never returned again.

tell me. what is life's true meaning?

2006-04-25T21:52:00.000+08:00

Sick? At a time like this?

crap. i think i'm falling ill. i just took my temp. and my temp. was 37+.

but how can i fall sick at a time like this? exam time leh. how? i already not enough time to study for me mid-yr and i kena sick. then how to study? wa lao.

haiz. i jus have to bear with it for now. hope me fever disappears and everything is normal. if not, im screwed.

2006-04-19T17:13:00.000+08:00

Termites can continue to bite (the dust! MUAHAHA!!!)

today, the pest busters came to my home to eradicate teh termites. one guy came and then he knock around the wood to check for termites. then, he chose one door frame that was infected and he start drilling holes on the top and the bottom.

so i tot. wat was he doin? then he take out a small machine and he plug one end of the hose into one of the holes he drilled. then he on, so noisy. then the machine pump in poison(i think) and totally wipe out the termites. yay!

so now, suppose to have no more termites liao. i heard it cost around 100 dollars or more. so it better be wiped out for good.

one more note for all those who play kingdom of loathing(link is in the link section), i am gonna ASCEND!!! i have already defeated the N.S. and am ready. but i need to sort out certain things first then i'll ascend. woohoo!

2006-04-17T00:27:00.000+08:00

Sad News

please dun cry when i tell u that...

i wont be blogging for a long while. y? simple. mid-years are coming in a weeks time. where got time to blog?

so i wont be blogging unless there's really something that i want to blog about. then i will blog. if not, i wont blog. unless there's something that i want to blog about.if not, i wont blog. unless there's something that i want to blog about.if not, i wont blog. unless there's something that i want to blog about.if not, i wont blog. unless there's something that i want to blog about...

however, i will continue tagging and ~~spamming~~ commenting.

haiz. study study study. such is the life of a student. but seriously, i dun mind the student life. rather than the working life. oh well.

then, the termite problem doesnt seem to be improving whatsoever. but it doesnt seem to be worsening so that's good.

now, im off to do my weekend hw. heng only have chemistry wkbk so in a few min can finish liao. yay.

good morning! sleep tight. dun let the termites bite!(your bed)

2006-04-15T22:36:00.000+08:00

TERMITES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wa lao! i today found out that my toilet the door frame have termites. white termites. WTH! and to make matters worse, my room is right next to the toilet! wa lao. can die sia.

my mom say tat she saw before. in her office. then noone notice. until one day, the whole door frame collapse. wa lao! How? MY R00M!!!! inside have wood tiles, wood cupboard,wood drawer, wood everything! after tat my whole room collapse on me then how? dam scared. :0

so, i dun believe tat the whole thing will collapse. so my mom take a satay stick and tap the door frame. wat the hell! then got hole! just tap only leh. with a SATAY STICK!!! shit man. bye bye room.

so i ask my mom get the pest controller then she say that if do that, must keep everything cos they will poison the whole house! wa piang! mass extermination.

so i say that i think its God trying to tell us to shift house. stay for 9 or 10 yrs liao. haiz.

How How How? termites! stupid termites! y must God create termites? no use wat. like mosquitoes. no use. only cause us harm. haiz. Oh Lord. Please tell us. Should we shift house? Or wat? I totally dun noe wat to do. And to think mid-years coming. haiz. how to be happies like that. somemore good friday and easter sunday. haiz.

2006-04-14T11:28:00.000+08:00

YO!

i just uploaded another video and as usual, it was lame but the young blonde girl was so cute. especially her last action before the mtv.

now i am at home doin nothing. my dad and sis went to some school concert and all i am doin now is wait for evening to go to my auntie's house.

yo!

2006-04-13T16:05:00.000+08:00

Yay! Good Friday Approaching!

woo hoo. good friday is 2mr. wat a good friday. talking about holidays, next wed i no need go school bcos we win b and c division for the sports meet. yay!

um, today my chinese teacher never come so, yay! but the relief teacher give test, boo!

i changed the video already. i think this one is more funny then the last one but thats my opinion. go see it for yourself and decide. then maybe, tag on the ~~spam~~ tag board

2006-04-12T23:56:00.000+08:00

Sports Day

today, there was sports day. obviously, i went to give my utmost support. Go VS! but sadly, i have very little to report since i was only there for around 30min. lol.

the only thing i can blog about would be the escaping. now that was something interesting. at first, we were thinkin. how can a 8 man group escape from turf city. so we went into the steamboat food centre next to Giant and exited before taking an escalator up to lvl2. there was a furniture shop there and man, was the air-con good. then, we wanted to walk out thru the other exit but we hightailed out b'cos of the many red-shirts there. so, we went to the other end of the shop but only to find that it was blockaded. then, i remembered seeing an escalator leading to lvl3 so i told suresh. then he tell the others and we went up.

it was bloody dark there even though it was day time. once we went up, straight to our left was a lift. then ming hao say that it was actually the ben wee escape lift. lol. anyway, we took it and ended up at the loading/unloading bay. then we turned left and took the free shuttle bus to clementi before taking the mrt home. interesting. it was somewhat like counter strike only that "this is not counter strike as counter strike can respawn but this one we only have one chance"(only those 7 people would know who said this.) i tot it was even more exciting cos we only had like 1 chance. seriously. it was dam fun. for me at least.

another thing that happened today was during my recess time. after pe, we had our recess. as we were eating, two of my classmates started talking about communism for no reason at all. then, one of them said that there was no prosperous communist country but the other said that "did you know that ...(forgot the country liao. cuba maybe?)... is the 27th most prosperous country in the world and it's communist? take that you swine!(AKA pig)"(PS: this was the same guy i quoted. if you in my class, should be able to guess liao.) then, the other guy walk to throw his plate. little did i expect that he returned and started hitting the first guy. then they fight but the cleaner stop them. haiz. although it was only for a few seconds, around 30 i think, it was an interesting show to watch for entertainment. haha.(i can write this cos i hope both dun noe about this blog. if not i die sia.)

well, tats all that happened today. quite interesting. 2mr is the day before good friday so that means can stay up UB3R L8! woohoo. cant wait for 2mr.

2006-04-10T16:15:00.000+08:00

Me? Too Talkative?

as in the title... how can be? i noe i like to chit chat just a little but too talkative until got people complain about me? wat rubbish. lol. well this proves only one thing. i am a real people's guy. haha.

anyway, whoever is reading rite now, u shld be glad cos i spent around 15min jus uploading the jokes section. cos i very the long never update liao so i update a few days worth. one more thing. somehow, you tube is down so must wait until it goes back. then i'll change the video with something else. all the videos i watch super lame so it shld fit the lame jokes.

i also deleted the mascot.(the white guy on the top) if you strongly want it back on, email or msg me and i'll put it back ASAP.

mid year is coming fast but will i be able to wake up early enough to study on time? i hope so. Shoo holiday spirit!

2006-04-09T18:01:00.000+08:00

Owww

haiz. today, i went to church as usual. after the sermon, i went down to the basment to play table-tennis or floorball. then during floorball, my friend hit me in the face with a floorball stick. accidental of course. if not i'll have whack him liao. anyway, after the 'beating', my lips and nose were bleeding.

dun worry though. it wasnt that serious so i went to sit down and used a tissue to stop the bleeding. the problem was that since were in the middle of a game, i was sweating like hell. so i had to stop the blood and wipe my sweat at the same time or i'll feel immense pain when the sweat enters my wound.

after a while, the bleeding stop although i still sore now. haiz. still, dun worry u people. cos this wont affect me that much. i hope.

Oh ya. i have not been updating the jokes for quite some time. sorry. i have been rather lazy these few days but also i had to play gunz, do the music player and watch tsubasa chronicles the movie so i had not much time to update.

maybe i might update a lot at one shot tomoro so be prepared.

April showers bring May flowers?

2006-04-09T01:51:00.000+08:00

Songs for Tsubasa Chronicles the Movie

just before i forget. i added the starting and ending songs for tsubasa chronicles the movie in the player. enjoy!

starting song (Aerial)

ending song (Amrita)

ps:i deleted the noob song and world of warcraft song since they were dumb. however, if you want them, you can ask me and i'll send them to you.